2WW... The longest wait

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Hi, I was just feeling a bit down in my 2ww and wanted to share a bit. I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot but it's impossible.

Im around 7 or 8dpo, I couldn't pinpoint the actual day as LH tests were inconclusive, CM got very watery one day and the next seem thicker so I'm hoping that's when I ovulate. I have sore boobs, slight backache, weird ache very low down in my abdomen, almost like an internal bruise. If I stand, sit or bend then I feel it ache.

Cervix is high and soft, creamy CM, little bit of nausea but that's probably because I'm working myself up... I stupidly did a test this morning which was a bfn so feeling even worse now!

I know everyone else feels the same way but I wish I just knew one way or another... I'm 35 so worried that's affecting my fertility too.

Thanks, just needed to vent a bit x

@autismfamily I can definitely see a line in the 1st but not so much the second; have you tested again today? @peasando so happy for you and that your bean seems to be sticking!! @sauty fingers crossed for your results. I am 4 weeks after my m/c and awaiting af but also hoping it doesn’t come xx

@helens I didn't do one this morning but I done 2 normal first response test last night and it was not clear and was a proper squinter but both had something there. I'm so confused my boobs started hurting yesterday like tingly and a needles all over them. I been constipated and bloated where I get period pains. Now surly if that was a period I wouldn't get all this after it would have been before. Oh and my back in middle has been aching.
Fingers crossed for Ur rainbow baby Hun xx

@helensss sorry above message auto corrected your name lol xx

@autismfamily that sounds so confusing! Especially after a period? If you can try and wait a few days, then that’ll probably give you the answer. So weird though! Thank you, I hope I get my rainbow soon, I’m so impatient 😂

@helensss I don't know what the bleed was it was on and off for 2 and half days not that heavy and was either light pink brown or orange sort of colour xx

Also what is classed as raised temp xx

@autismfamily Oh ok that’s strange isn’t it. I think try wait a few days and test again?
I keep getting tempted to but I don’t have any symptoms that I had last time, sore boobs etc but I have heard symptoms are different each time.
I’m not sure about raised body temp,
I’ve never actually checked mine, not sure how I haven’t 😂 xx

@helensss yes that's what I'm gonna do maybe the bleed was implantation and if so waiting a few days would be best. See for me this time it was the lack of any symptoms and my body being the opposite to other months like my cm just after I think I ovulated but the days my calendar said I would have been I was so dry which never happens and now just 2 days after the bleed at a time were would normally be a bit dryer it's like watery ( u know how it is the day before ovulation). So u never know Hun also I know the first 6-8 weeks after a miscarriage u are super fertile like after have a baby.
I don't normally do it but I know I normally have a low temperature naturally it is at around 35.5 I checked today and it's 37.1 xx

@peasando how are you doing hun?

I'm good hanks @Sauty. Totally knackered but the nausea seems to have lessened a bit (as long as I keep eating lol!) Just counting down the days to my scan next Wednesday, can't really think about anything else, just desperately want confirmation that all is ok in there.

I am really bloated as well, I look bigger than I did at about 12 weeks with my son! Hope the bloat goes down soon or I won't be fooling anyone.

How are you doing? xx

Aw glad your ok @peasando I hope the wait until your scan goes quickly and without too much anticipation. It’ll feel like an age so keep busy and distracted. All ok here thanks. Got my blood tests back today, I was a little worried when the doctor rang but luckily it was just to say everything is fine except I’m very low on Vitamin D. I’m now wondering where my massive weight gain has come from as I don’t eat unhealthily. I can’t seem to shift any weight either and I feel disgusting about my body shape. I’m taking a little weekend trip with the hubby and kids next week to get away for a few days, we’ve all been under a lot of stress recently and we need a break away from home. I can get some headspace by the sea, recharge (hopefully get some natural Vitamin D from the sun if the weather turns out nice). Doesn’t it seem like a long slog since Christmas, or is it just me? Lol

@autismfamily let me know how you get on! I have increased cm and it is a little watery today so I’m not sure not to think, whether I’m leading up to ovulation, period or pregnant! X

Hard to know after m/c although I’m pretty sure i ovulated 2 weeks ago. Should have listened to the doctor when he said wait till I have a period to try again xx

@helensss I had that yesterday and when I googled it it did say it is very common with early pregnancy so fingers crossed for u Hun. But even more confusing I checked today and it was like egg whites again but say that light bleed I had was a period it would be to early for me to ovulated again. But if course just in case I got the oh over this morning lol. It's easy for doctors to say that it's reading from a book and my midwife in past said they say that coz helps to figure out how far along u are xx

@Sauty glad test result were ok, what a relief. A break sounds like a great idea! Enjoy xx

@autismfamily yes I did get the same watery cm last time when I was pregnant but I haven’t got the tender boobs this time and I’m just not really sure where my cycle is since mc. I’m going to try and sit tight for a bit. It does sound like beginning of ovulation for you, but that doesn’t explain the bleeding, good plan to get him over! Mine doesn’t finish work till late tonight so will likely be “too tired” 🙄 xx

@helensss I done a Poundland dip test today (all I had left ) and there is a definite squinter on there xx

@autismfamily oh really! Does a picture show it? I don’t know whether to do a test or not, don’t want the disappointment though! X

@helensss if u zoom in u might be able to see something I can but I know it's there lol. When do u think u are due on? Xx

@autismfamily it’s hard to see in the photo! Have you done any more? I’ve ordered some first response from amazon which will come tomorrow. Will let you know how I get on 😬 scary xx

@autismfamily well I’m not sure when due on as I haven’t had af since my mc but think i ovulated 3 weeks ago, but I’m not really sure.... xx

@helensss yh lines getting darker now getting sickness too. I got everything crossed for u Hun xxx

@autismfamily oh my god really!
Keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you too xx

@helensss I don't wanna get my hopes up but I'm pretty sure xx

@autismfamily do you have a picture? Eeeek I feel really excited for you xx