Hi everyone. Sorry I didn't catch up properly yesterday. So this is a long one trying to reply to as many as can.
Yrmotb it was me asking about vit e thanks. Based on what you said I think that's 4 or 5 of my capsules so had them over 2 days. V much in need as had major outbreak with onset of AF!!!
Chloe .....still no AF! Well it's certainly not a bad thing and can't help get my hopes up for you. So glad you app with GP went well I hope you get a referal soon, so sorry you're feeling so sad at the moment.
Izzy and yrmotb i am inpressed with your commitment to smep!! Every day or 36 hours is very good going! 
I have a question about SMEP. If my ucl is 40 and ov day roughly 23, then do I still need to start swi on day 8???? That's an AGE!! DH is more than enthusiastic about swi but every otherday for at least 17 days and then EVERYDAY....???? God it's exhausting just saying it. Do you think starting to swi on say, day 14 would count? Or do I need to stick to the plan and stop complaining?!!! 
Izzy sorry you're feeling fed up with it. I know it must be hard to keep positive all the time. I agree, a bit of wallowing for a little bit is not a bad thing, it gets it out if your system. Smep will work though!! I can just feel it!!!
Cep checked out your chart this morn (so nosey), did you ov today? That's a big temp hike. Wonder if anyone else has seen it as I can't really read them yet. Opks worked for me in the morn but had nothing during WTF.... possibly didn't ov but going to do 2 a day too this month!! I'd get swi if I were you. Tell DH he'll just have to 'suffer' in silence!! 
Ninunian hi and sorry for your loss. Everyone is differnt in terms of going back to work so just when you're ready. I would say though if you're in the midst of your mc and are still in pain tomorrow does sound early. Phyiscal recovery ( not just the bleeding stopping) and emotional takes longer than you think sometimes. If you think you're ready, fine, but don't rush yourself. Good luck for your Epu app.
Blackkat what an annoying comment from the sonographer. but glad it went ok and you got the all clear.
at fanjocam. Sorry to hear it took you 3 1/2 years to get your bfp, to only lose it. Life can be cruel. fx for you though. X
Mouse glad to hear work is going ok. You sound like a trouper!
at your 'feck off bleeding' comment!!
I'm glad you have a cremation date but I imagine it feels like a long wait. If you don't mind me asking how 'old' was your baby? X
Hello to Welli all the way in sunny oz.. I'm sorry it's bringing back emotions. It's completely natural to feel that way, and I can relate to that sense of sadness when you've planned something with your pg in mind but now it's gone. But you're right, that hospital is just waiting for you to get your bfp!!
Mumtum and maybe sorry for both your loses. I too, and a few of us other newbies (do I still count as a newbie?) mc over christmas also. mumtum LILI and I got our first AF after mc yesterday!
Katherine sorry for your loss too. Don't be sorry for the bit of self pity, most if not all on here have felt same way a some point so you're in very good company!! It's very hard hearing about new pg friends, I know as I gad that news last week and it brought me to tears. But it does get easier..... I hope
x ps yes smiley face on opk means you were ovukating.
Hills hi!! Glad you're feeling better and have given yourself time. Glad you had nice weekend with sis and niece.
Your negative from poas is good, (just this one time) although I know also a little sad. Things are getting back to normal in your body.
AandR Velvet mammap mummya hope you are all ok?
Somebody asked for everyones charts. Ovulation Chart Here's mine . Do people mind being friend requested in FF? I'd really like to stalk your charts benefit from looking at others!
Also, can someone move me to the TTC list as AF came (yay)
I would i'm on my phone and I just know I'll cock it up... This bloody ginormous message has been hard enough.
My updated stats are UCL 40 CD2
Ok, going now to rest my index finger 