omg omg OMG!!!!
Was called back to the docs today. Was travelling south at the time and was about 70miles away (an hour and a half?).
About turn with the car cos was told that my hCG levels had Doubled!!
Scary news!
Went to the hospital again, with my full bladder for a scan.
The lady doing it said she wanted the consultant to have a look too and pos do an internal for a better look.
So I am lying there on the bed thing, dying for a wee, whilst the doc comes in, From Home!! Just five minutes they kept saying, he is walking in. OMG, Run man! I am going to explode!
So, in he comes wee scan over the tum and he sends me out to empty my bladder so that he can do the internal. He may have good news he says, Yeah like it is easily fixed and I won't need chemo, fab
In the thing goes and up on the screen comes.......................................................wait for it, it's good..............................................................................................A Heartbeat!!!!!!!!
Not only that but a baby!! I could see it's spine, its head and it's stubby little arms. And that heartbeat!? Wow!
OMG I am pregnant! 7+3weeks
WTF! I had a D&C!?
HTF did the little blighter survive?
But there it is, healthy and normal looking!
I am in shock and have no clue how I feel and what to feel.
Cross for the c@ck up, the anxiety, fear.
Elation, I am pregnant!
Fear again, I may still get very sick. Hyperemisis could still happen again.
omg omg OMG!!!