September 2019 #9 - for Twittlebee **title edited by MNHQ**

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New thread ladies as i feel the end of the last one may fill quickly following last nights news!

Once again congratulation Twittle & family

Congratulations twittle!! I'm so very pleased for you!! What lovely news to see on such a miserable day!! X x

Oh, I missed this, congratulations @TwittleBee! I hope you're feeling okay, not too many symptoms xxx

I'm feeling in total despair tbh. I have no help again. I've no one to turn to.

Oh Twittle this is such a tough place for you to be! If it's useful to write out how you are feeling here then please do that. I know you struggled getting through to talk to any useful helplines, but the Samaritans are always able to take a call on 116 123.
Is the new bereavement midwife hard to get hold of? I'm so sorry to hear you are going through this.

@TwittleBee came on to say I'm thinking of you and Roy today and lighting a candle.
Glad to see your news. I'm sure it's overwhelming! Could you go to the GP for support? I'm sure they can set up something with the hospital.
Have you thought of getting a doula? It really helped me with my anxiety. Whilst she wasn't medically trained she was very experienced and always available. Just a thought.

Oh twittle. For what it's worth we're here. Have you any professional help still in place at all? X x

How are you @TwittleBee ?

@TwittleBee

Thinking of you and hope all is well

Hey everyone,

Looked like I was MCing, it really did. Last week i was only measuring 4 weeks instead of 7 and today i find myself being told i am now 7 weeks with a healthy baby with a heartbeat there inside me!

6 weeks last week*

Yay twittle! So happy for you

(DECAF on a namechange!)

Twittle that's brilliant! What a scare!!!

Oh Twittle that's wonderful news, I've been following your progress on here and ig and I'm so glad things are looking more positive now than at previous scan! I have absolutely everything crossed for you that things start being more straightforward for you now x

Yaaaaaaaaayyyy!!! So pleased for you my love! X x

That's wonderful Twittle! So glad!

Thank you everyone. Really really hope that this is an easier one this time.

I have another scan, midwife and a consultant appointment on Monday!

Congratulations @TwittleBee - this is amazing news! How were your appointments on Monday?

Thank you @happydays00 - Monday went really well. Saw this little baby is so so so much detail even though only at 7+3 ! More spotting today though which has me worried. Been told strictly no running or sex or anything else that aggravates the bleeding.

How are things with you?

How is everyone doing? Really hope everyone is doing well and so re all the babies!

Oh how lovely! I'm so glad they're keeping such a close eye on you and baby. Have you still got the same midwife?

Things with us are good: DS had bronchiolitis over the weekend which was horrible but he's perking up again thankfully .

eeek that is a horrid thing for him to have to deal with! Glad he is perking back up!

Yes, I have the same bereavement MW, she is keeping me on as she runs a special rainbow clinic for those who have had losses before. She is wonderful

Ow early scans are so strange aren't they - so much emotion! Mum came o my early one - it's why ds has been stuck with "jelly bean" as a nickname bless him!!

Twittle I'm so glad it's all looking good, and yay for the midwife! She sounds like very good news!

TwittleBee

I saw the thread about the Woolly Hug and wanted to read your posts.

I am so very sorry for the loss of Roy on this Earth as of course you will never lose him from your heart. I saw his photo and he was adorable and I could tell he fought as well as possible.

I really hope this pregnancy goes very smoothly and you get the care you and baby need and that you don't suffer another tragic loss.

Having read your posts dh and I had a talk about the babies we had lost.

Take care.

Thank you @SunshineCake I was so touched to have been nominated for a Woolly Hug - such a beautiful gesture by the MN community. Shall be lovely to maybe share that blanket with this baby if all continues to go well (already had too many scares). I am so sorry you know that pain of baby loss too.

Thank you Kyles and Dusty. We have another scan again on Monday because I am still bleeding and cramping. Dr has said she thinks this is just how I carry babies now as I had a lot of bleeding early on with my other pregnancies too - just makes me worried that this one will be a repeat of Roy though.

TwitterBee.