Compo, congrats on the girl!! Love girl names, should be fun for you to choose! LOL at the kidney, as if you should know.
Manda, have been thinking abt. you & hope all's going well with not-so-D H and everything. At least we have thick hair. 
Please don't worry Bella, chances are you'll have good memories of your birth experience, no matter what! If only for what it brings you! 
Feeling very tired these days too. But went for a walk Friday and we'd had a good rain and everything was gorgeous. I mean suck-in-your-breath-and breathe-out-silently-mouthing-"wow"-gorgeous. The closest thing I have to compare is Napa Valley, and it was even better than that, not much civilization here to mar the nature. Made me fiercely wish we belonged to this place instead of having to leave it in a year, but DH's job is the pitts stresswise; must go back to H-Town or possibly somewhere else; can't stay. Left with one child, will be returning with two.
Getting a bit nervous abt the newborn stage!