Flying high enjoying their wings, Remembering our precious much loved children...

[CazandBelle]

For my beautiful Anabelle Violet. Born an angel.

Mummy and Daddy miss and love you so much. Always. xxx

JANUARY

4th January 2010 Grace's birthday (Tangle)
18th January 1998 Sydney's birthday (NinaJane)
20th Jan,1992 Billie's birthday (Chegirl)
25th January 21010 Grace's funeral (Tangle)
28th January 1998 Sydney's remember day (NinaJane)
30th January 1998 Sydney's funeral (NinaJane)

FEBRUARY

28th Feb,2008 Lucia's birthday (Crumpette)

MARCH

4th March 2007 Gregor's birthday (PPM)
11th March 2008, Eris's Birthday & Remember Day (FeedMeNow)
15th March 2009 Gregor's remember day (PPM)
26th March 2008, Noah's Birthday (TheLighthouseKeeper)

APRIL

3rd April,2007 Benjamin's remember day (Charleymouse)
10th April 2002 Georgie's remember day (AtACompleteLoss)
12th April,2009 Lucia's remember day (Crumpette)
13th April, 2005 Fraser's remember day (FMummy)
15th April, 2005 Fraser's birthday (FMummy)
23rd Apirl, 2002 Georgie's funeral (AtACompleteLoss)
27th April, 2006 Billie's remember day (chegirl)

MAY

10th May,1992 Matt's remember day (Shabbs)
24th May,1993 Christina's birthday (B.Butterfly)

JUNE

04th June 2008, Noah's Remember Day (TheLighthouseKeeper)
16th June, 2010 Anabelle's remember day. (Caz)
21st June, 2010 Anabelle's birthday (Caz)
25th June,1993 Christina's remember day (B.Butterly)
28th June 1987 Matt's birthday (shelleylou)
30th June, 2009 Niamh's birthday and remember day (Woolly Jo)
30th June, 1984 Matt's birthday (Shabbs)

JULY

13th July - Callum's remember day (LittleMissPMeno)
21st July, 1982 Gareth's remember day (Shabbs)
23rd July,2009 Nimah's funeral (Woolly Jo)
29th July, 2008 Caitlin's birthday (Olissa)
30th July. Cole's birthday (Liketomoveit)

AUGUST

3rd August, 2008 Caitlin's remember day (Olissa)
5th August,2009 Felix's birthday and remember day (Tinkerbelle)
8th August - Callum's funeral (LittleMissPMeno)
28th August 2009 - Daisy's brithday and remember day (LunaticFringe)

SEPTEMBER

9th September Ciaran's birthday and remember day (Deemented)
11th September 2009 Daisy's funeral (LunaticFringe)
18th September,2006 Jayden's birthday (Hazygirl)
28th September, 2005 George, Harry and Charlie's remember day. (Mouseface)

OCTOBER

1st October - Ciaran's funeral (Deemented)
7th October,2000 Harry's birthday (TWilbury)
19th October 2009 Matt's Remember day (shelleylou)
28th October 2009, Archie's birthday (AbiAbi)

NOVEMBER

6th November 2008 - Oliver's Remember Day (Everlong)
7th November - Cole's remember day (ILiketomoveit)
20th November 1987 - Oliver's Birthday (Everlong)

DECEMBER

1st December,2006 Jayden's remember day (Hazygirl)
2nd December,2001 Harry's remember day (TWilbury)
18th December,2006 Jayden's funeral (Hazygirl)
22nd December,1994 Jack's birthday and remember day (Lottie), Archie's remember day (AbiAbi)
28th December,1981 Gareth's (and Danny's) birthday
31st December 2001 Georgie's birthday (AtACompleteLoss)
31st December 2009 Grace's remember day (Tangle)

Thank you Caz xx

Morning girls xx

morning. off work and feeling really miserable. I thought I was starting to feel better yesterday but I'm really not. painkillers I'd been taking alongside antibiotics appeared to have stopped having any effect so now the pain is constant again. I don't think the antibiotics are doing much either. :( Going to be ringing GPs again in morning I think. There is no point in ringing now because they won't see you unless you ring at 8 in the morning to make an appointment. Stupid system.

I don't know what to do to make myself feel better.

Hope everyone else is ok.

LF have been thinking of you this morning. hope you're doing ok. xx

Hi caz if it your throat that is painful have you tried gargling with soluble aspirin?

thanks lavandes have tried gargling, but end up gagging every time!

Mum has been down looking after me this afternoon so I feel a little brighter now.

Also Anabelle's angel day has had a lovely boost today. We've booked the hall where we got engaged and have a meeting arranged for Saturday with them to discuss details, (here's hoping I feel well enough for it) and two major hotels have donated prizes for our raffle today too. Hilton have donated afternoon tea for two and the hotel where we got married have donated overnight stay with dinner and breakfast! That has made me smile today!

Evening girls xx

Well.....I have just sat trying to write a question to the EE people who are doing the live webchat thingeymebob!!

I have sat, and typed, and deleted, and sat a little more.

How do you actually say 'Thank you so much (not) for bringing long pushed aside memories back of my beautiful DS2. How dare you make my brain churn all that sadness, anger, sorrow and rage back up again. I had pushed that away and plodded on. How bloody dare you. How dare you make me think about that awful morning....how dare you only let half of the memories come back...how dare you stop me from remembering the rest of what happened.

I give up now. I cant think of a question to ask them.

Morning girls xx

I haven't asked a question I have made a statement I wanted to ask 'why are you such an arse?' but decided to just write what was in my heart.

Oh Shabbs (cwtches)

I think i may have ranted. A little.

Ooops.

I've seen that thread and am at loss at what to say tbh. Nothing seems adequate or probing enough.

I believe it's a very special girls birthday today. Happy Birthday Billie. Thinking of you all today Mrs DV xxx

Of course, Billie's Birthday. Happy Birthday Billie - thinking of you MrsDV x

I would have loved to have met Billie...Happy Birthday young lady xxxx

Have lit my candle in honour and with love for you and my little Grandson has sung for you 'Appy Urfday oo oooo, Appy Urfday oo ooooo!! xxx

Great posts on the Bryan Kirkwood thread ladies. I don't have the energy to contribute at the moment. please forgive me.

Happy birthday to Billie xx

sending you love today mrsdv hope you find some peace. Happy birthday Billie xx

Happy birthday billie and a huge hug heading your way MrsD xxxx

Hi Ladies

Happy Birthday Billie, thinking of you MrsD.

Morning girls xx

Morning all xx

Morning folks x

Am looking forward to the webchat later with Bryan Kirkwood - i'm curious to see if he'll actually answer any of the questions posed, or will he just skim over them thinking we're stupid?

morning, I'm looking forward to lurking on that thread too dee although still not feeling up to contributing at the moment. maybe see how I feel later. going back to the Drs in half hour, more drugs to feel guilty about taking in my 2ww I'm sure.

Oh love ((cwtches)) Fingers crossed you'll feel better soon. When are you due to test?

I felt like that Caz - kept typing out questions and then deleting - its mentally very hard work isin't it?

Have you noticed Dee there are no questions or statements on there that say 'Well done you for a marvellous storyline!'

That will be because us bereaved mums are such a scary bunch Shabs

I am looking forward to it later but I refuse to get into another row .

Me neither - tired of rowing with people who dont 'get it' Gawd help him if he says something like 'You can always turn it off' think he would be virtually eaten alive