Flying high enjoying their wings, Remembering our precious much loved children...

[CazandBelle]

For my beautiful Anabelle Violet. Born an angel.

Mummy and Daddy miss and love you so much. Always. xxx

should have said hip hip hurray each time but have been out to lunch!!!!!

Yes Lavendes a small round of applause and a pat on the back for everybody - I reckon the girls did good!!! xxxx

I started off trying to play Miss Marple about the earlier incident, and then, you know what??????? I cant be arsed - totally cant be arsed.

This is OUR thread - our thread for us and our children. United we stand, divided we fall.

Im off out to Chelles - not seen her for a week!!!! A little more to eat and drink xxxxxxxxxxxx

Joining the the horraying Lavandes - Christmas is over! :)

Have a nice evening Shab

I've been so a Asian wedding today, quite an experience, so very different to ours!

A late late hug and special love to you all on here, I know how heartbreaking Christmas is. My husband gave me a small box to open and said it was from him and our darling Matthew who is no longer here with us, I opened it up and it was a Willowcraft figure of a boy, so like Matthew...it was lovely but I felt so sad. Then I felt awful because one of my trio saw I was upset and that upset him...........16 Christmas`s without him

Awwww Trips xxxxxxxxxx Love you my RL friend xxxx

Today is my darling twins 29th birthday - cant believe its 28 and a half years since I last saw Gareth....oh that morning......oh that awful morning.....he died in DH's and my arms. He had woke up a little earlier than Danny....I changed his bum, tried to give him some milk...but he was having none of it. He screamed and cried. I got so cross with him ....I said....'For goodness sake Gareth stop crying now!!.' Ten minutes later he had died in my arms. We woke up and I looked at him. He looked so healthy. BUT he had died. Bless you little lad...bless you xxxxx

(((((((hugs))))))) for you today Shabba.

hugs shabs,thinking of you and your family today,look after each otherxxx

Morning ladies xx

Sending love to you and your family today shabs you give us all such a lot of love and support and hope you can feel our support today xx

Lots of love to you today shab x x

Thinking of you and your beautiful boys today, Shabbs. A candle will be lit here in Welshy Wales for them, my lovely.

Gentle ((cwtches))

Oh shabs I'll be thinking of you today and your gorgeous little Gareth. I love the photo of him on your profile, such an adorable smile xx

Morning girls....and thank you all xxx

Morning all xx

Shabs a candle is lit here for your boys x

How is everyone doing ?

We have got through another one xx

Shabs am thinking of you and your boys xxxxx

Hiya TW you're right we have made it through another one!

just popping by with a special thought for shabs

How are you shabs? xx

Morning girls xxx

Babysat for Lew last night while his Mummy and Daddy went out.

Well.....lets just say I 'got through' yesterday......the emotional wreck that I used to be on my lads birthday has changed into someone who sighs all day and thinks of happier times. It, now, just seems so sad.....what a waste of a precious, vital little lad xxx

It is such a waste Shabbs, but you know what? His life wasn't in vain, not while you're here to remember him, to love him.

Sending much love to all x

True Dee. Also, I always think, I am glad we allowed them to do a PM. Nowadays I hear about children having surgery to correct the same heart condition....I think Gareth played a small part in making sure that could happen. We met a teenage lad years ago in Faliraki who had had the same problems and was now fighting fit...I like to think that Gareth had a tiny part to play in that xxxx

well girls my granddaughter has arrived, all 6lb 14oz , and fine.dd2 ended up with retained placenta and in theatre, was in hdu but this afternoon is on normal ward,shes been brave.

Many congratulations to you all. Sounds like your DD has been very brave - well done her - hope she goes from strength to strength. Awww Hazy - you are a Gran again....its a precious job isin't it

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Oh Hazy, i'm thrilled for you!! I'm so glad she's here safe and that your DD's ok too - sounds like she's been through it though. Much love to you, your dd and your brand new granddaughter!!

congratulations hazy what have they called her? sounds like your poor DD has had a rough ride. glad to hear she is on a normal ward now though.

Congratulations hazy to you and your family, that's lovely news. I hope they are home soon!

shabs it's lovely you can think about Gareth's PM like that and know his short life achieved something special.

I finally got around to buying a beautiful book today for Bobbie's memory box. There's lots I want to write in it. It's got a picture of a woman's face on the front with a couple of golden tears on the cheek. Inside the cover it says: "The face would have no rainbows if the eyes had no tears"
Just seemed fitting somehow.

First puking this morning. Hoping against hope that that means all is well with the little bean so far.