Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

Sorry for your loss

Sorry to read the devastating news. Keeping you and family in mind.

@MumofSpud I’m so sorry to hear your news, utterly heartbreaking. Thinking of you and your family. MN can be very kind sometimes. I wish you strength.

Absolutely devastated for you OP ❤
Stay strong ❤

Ohhh @MumofSpud I’m so sorry to hear the sad news. I hope it helps that you got the opportunity to say goodbye and be with him when he needed you the most. Sending lots of virtual hugs 💐

Oh gosh @MumofSpud, what a horrible shock. Sending lots of hugs to you and your DC. May your lovely DH rest in peace 💐

I am so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you x

So terribly sorry. There just aren't words.
Glad you were with him and that you have memories of lovely time together.

Im so beyond sorry for your loss

Heartbroken for you. Condolences to you and your family. 💔

I'm so so sorry to hear this, you must all be in huge shock. Sending massive virtual hugs xxxx

So sorry for your loss @MumofSpud 💐

So sorry to read this, OP, my heart really goes out to you. You must be devastated.

Take comfort that it was peaceful, and that you were together, and that so many people are thinking of you.

Oh gosh, I'm so sorry to read your update.
What a shock for you.
Wishing you well xx

So sorry to read about yours and your families loss 💐💐💐

So sorry for you loss. Xx

So sorry to read this.

The sudden deterioration must make the shock all the greater.

How old are the DC? Who can you call on for support (for you and them) - I hope there are good people round you in RL

I so sorry op 😞

So very sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family at this tragic time💙

So so sorry. Absolutely devastating and so sudden. I am so sorry for your loss. 💐😞

Oh love, I am so so incredibly sorry.

Everything I want to say sounds so trite.

I'll just send (((HUGS)))) for now, but know I'm thinking about you, your DH & kids 🥰

I’m so desperately sorry and sending all the love and hugs in the world.

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love

I'm really sorry for your loss

Big hug and hand hold to you.