Urgent need of a hand hold / unMN hug

[MumofSpud]

I know there may be more specific sites to put this thread but I can't bring myself to go there
DH is in hospital with Leukaemia- and for the past few weeks has had a chest infection
Now he has 2 chest infections
I have been visiting x2 a day but not since Thursday as I got Covid (for the first time)
The Macmillan nurse has just rung asking me to do a test as the Dr wants to have an conversation' and it might be easier if I am there
Of course I am still testing positive
I tried to get details out of her but all she would say is that it is a serious conversation
Dr is due to ring me soon
I feel sick with nerves and so guilty that I am not there
He is 49
I really need a hand hold

So sorry for your loss x

I am so so sorry to hear this, please have more hugs. Thinking of you and your family x

So sorry for your loss x

Much love and just know I’m thinking of you today xxx

Sorry very sorry to read your latest post.💐

I'll be keeping your husband, you and all of your family in my prayers. Much love to you - I hope his peaceful death will be a comfort to you in time.

Glad you were able to be with him in his final moments. He will have known you were there. I am so incredibly sorry 💐💐❤❤

So sorry for your loss 💐💐

I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband. How comforting for him to have you there by his side. Thinking of you 💕

Sending you a very big unMumsnetty hug, I'm so very sorry.

I am so very sorry for your devastating loss.
If it is of any comfort at all I have known several palliative care nurses who have said it’s very common for their patients to “ leave on their own terms”
I hope with time you will feel peace in your heart. Lean on your friends, ask for help if you need it and always remember how much your husband loved you. 💐

@MumofSpud

I'm so so sorry. You must be in shock with the speed that everything happened the last few days.

I'm glad you had those moments to say good bye; my heart goes out to you & DS💐

I honestly have no words. I am truly sorry to read your update. Thinking of you and your family

I am so very sorry for your loss

Sorry for your loss

So so sorry for your loss, I hope in time the fact you could be with him until the end provides some comfort

I am so sorry to hear this.

Please let your friends help you and your dch if they can - I'm sure they feel helpless.

Heartbroken for you and your lovely family.

So, so sorry...

I don’t post much but seeing your first post the other day I have been thinking of you and your DH, I’m so devastated for you all to ready your update, I’m so glad u were there with him and he went when he was ready to. My dad was the same dies with in 7 months of his cancer diagnosis and I’m glad we were with him in the end x

I have no words... that happened so so cruelly quickly... my heart goes out to you and your children xx

Oh no! Not the update I was hoping for or expecting - there are NO words - I was thinking about you all last night - how can we care so much about a stranger on the internet? And yet we do, we really honestly do. I am so desperately sorry

I so very very sorry for your loss. Love to you all

I’m sorry for your loss. I will remember your husband and your family in my prayers ❤️

So so sorry for you @MumofSpud sending as many hugs as you will need over the coming days/weeks/months