Morning all (at least I think I can class this as morning and not just the middle of the night).
On the basis that I couldn't sleep and following my ever so slightly melodramatic early morning outburst on here yesterday morning, it was with slight trepidation that I ventured back on here today (or last night, whenever).
Can I start by saying a BIG THANKS for all your messages of support and keeping me with you. By the time I got to Nickel s "I am proud to have posted along each and every one of you", I could have wept tears of joy!
I am still skulking a bit (or maybe that should be sulking) at work, but there's other stuff going on there too at the moment. Found myself in a situation yesterday where I stupidly said out loud "What would CJ do?". Although interestingly, my interest/crush/obsession did spark a conversation amongst a couple of like minded co-workers about men in tv we've had crushes on. Mine actually is pretty tame (and I must say normal) compared to others, I think it's just I've taken my a step further and been more open about it.
Love, love, love all the creative writing going on here at the moment. Actually had a feeling of butterflies reading them (here I go again).
On a plus note, I popped into another Sainsburys while out and about for work and got myself......STAG (possibly-reindeer-but-we'll-go-with-Stag) PANTS! Can't tell you how happy I was.....or at least until I got to the checkout and some kiddy looked at me in a way that said I had to tell her they were actually for my (non existant) daughter. She looked relieved and smiled .Probably thinking "Thank God, because you're old enough to be my mother and her wearing Stag pants would just be too sick".
Anyway, tried them on at home and showed them off to DH, who just shook his head and walked off. Sometimes I think I could parade dressed up as a pantomime horse and he wouldn't notice. Hey ho.
Anyway, looking forward to coming back on here tonight for some more fun and frolics (and maybe fan fic?) after what will surely be another rubbish day.
Bye for now