Oh I'm just having the rage today. Despite being apparently completely mutual decision to split - ie he says .... he doesn't feel that way about me anymore, doesn't want to do anything about fixing our issues (therapy) etc. and has actually said the words 'we should part' when I have asked him out right what he thinks we should do about it, exdp seems to think it will all sort itsfuckingself out like magic!
He carries on as if nothing is going on. Meanwhile, I am itching, ITCHING, to get on with separating officially.
I've had to painfully walk him through most stages of being grown ups over the years. But this takes the fucking biscuit. And I'm tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrreeeeed of having to do it. It is so much hard work. And tbh I have enough trouble holding my own shit together, without having to be the only one bothering trying to sort us out.
I wouldn't mind, but this is what he wants. Why isn't he in more of a hurry to fucking get on with it!
AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
And I still feel ill. And twat face, is doing my sodding head in because I'm having to put up with all his twattiness, when he's not even my responsibility anymore!!
Not fair. I WANT OUT! I just want everyone to shuuuuuut the fuuuuuuuuck uuuuuuuuppppp!!!!!!