Aaawww!
I've had a long day and just come back here to find your messages of support 😍
I'm very lucky to have your support and also very moved by it.
So, I've been finding ways to give the same back to others because this is helping me so much.
It's amazing what a difference it makes.
So today I've had 1 fag and am happy about the 29ish not smoked 👍
It's hard to judge how much I've saved because of smoking roll-ups but I think I'd be into my second 50g pouch by now so that's got to be at least £40+ I'd have spent...
I do think my breathing is a bit better already 
Really good to hear your story too TeamRick, you've done brilliantly, really encouraging to hear.
I'm definitely better with not completely banning myself from smoking. Someone said earlier on in this thread that if they wanted a fag they'd vape first then have one if they still really wanted it so I'm going with that approach.
Someone I was working with today went off for a ciggie break. My initial reaction was a huge urge to follow. Then I breathed for a minute and felt relieved that I didn't actually need one, I'd go and have a vape in a minute, which is what I did.
There's some major pattern/habit changing to be done but I'm going to take your advice and focus on the wins where I can. Baby steps and all that!