Jive Bishop and The Surfettes: Surfing on

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Welcome to our support thread for anyone struggling with cocaine. Whether you want to quit, cut down or are someone whose life is affected, all welcome.
We offer non judgemental advice, tips, some absurd chat and most importantly lots of support and encouragement.
Come and join and we'll hopefully all help each other to surf the urges!

I'm not sure what that proves. I'm not a huge biscuit fan.

Thinking about it, Ponz would so nibble the biscuit and hide it in her shoe...

I'd resist for 40 minutes so that I could binge on 3 biscuits!

You're a canny soul Serial

Yep, I could stretch out that biscuit, but I could not resist it. How weird am I. Second night no booze but only because DP insisted as he thinks I've been hammering it altho put it more politely than that !

I am so fucking antsy and bored. Just had a shower and going to bed soon.

DD1 continues to enjoy big school but had a sob about getting no merits yet. She's knackered and a little bit of the sleep issue is coming back

Lol dusty!!

Ponz, well done you. I'm sure dd will be fine tomorrow.

Only a glass or two tonight. 5 hr drive tomorrow taking DD2 to uni!

I think it's called delayed gratification. One now or two later? The drugs link doesn't really make sense because the "good" kids would get double

Oh dusty, big day tomorrow for you!

Good point Dusty it's very simplified. I mean some kids might have had a really big breakfast.
The upshot was this professor noticed the children that abstained used distraction techniques. So not a ground breaking discovery..
Safe journey to uni tomorrow x Are you going to eat that biscuit by the way, don't mind if I do?

Ponz I'm sure dd is really tired. Starting big school is exhausting, poor thing.

Evening all
How's everyone getting on? Hope we're all surfing and surviving the Danger Zone..
I've been glued to my board all week and determined to surf out the weekend. Although I'm antsier than an ant farm today. Haven't even had a drink! yet

Just catching up with the news on the tube bombing today; just awful.

Hey Lost, I'm here, surfing along too. The excitement of the evening so far has been a trip to Aldi where I bought far too much and can't fit it in the fridge/cupboards. Just about to have a glass of wine. Last weeks shenanigans have put me off going overboard for a while famous last words.

Yes terrible about the tube bomb but sadly it's getting to be the norm and not really a surprise anymore. Don't think we even discussed it much at work. Hope no one too badly hurt though.

I know what you mean Hooch. Terror attacks have sort of become part of life.

Funny that you went "overboard" in Aldi. An off switch malfunction in the supermarket!
Quite pissed here and trying to ignore the huge white pony missing from the party..Fuck I miss it. Even fags taste better when you're high.

Ooh I could go a fag! Vaping not quite the same. I know what you mean something missing but is the up worth the down? Think of a lovely fresh Saturday morning rather than a special kind of hell I'm eating my way through the Aldi overload

You're right. I'm surfing on but just so blooming tired without my livener. Keep telling myself it's normal to feel tired. I think I've lost sight of what's normal.

Sorry to mention the F word, hope not triggering! Keep up the vaping x

How are we all? Still surfing here. It's been a whole month!!

Morning and still surfing . Kind of out of the habit of sniffing out the shoe but there is literally a crumb In there. The dealer is in town in two weeks though if I can get over that I reckon I'll be owed lost's balls of steel award.

Well done to one and all , but come and check in whatever the weather let's get the band back together this autumnal weekend ladies.

I might do some baking with the kids and light a fire tonight. DD1 has a heavy homework load with this new school lark which is a bit of a fart as she's not really cracked doing it very independently yet. I guess that's the next thing ......

Blimey and how bloody rude of me well done serial that's ace! I think I've always seen you as a surfing champ as you've been a proper stalwart since I came on here.

Hopefully like me your mood is a bit more even ( not that it necessarily made you the grumpy bastard it made me) and you are feeling the benefits....

Dusty how was DD's uni drop off?

Yo ponz. Baking and a fire sounds lovely. My mood is pretty even - however on my way to work yesterday I was fantasizing about a nice fat line.

Morning
Serial wow a month. I'm sending you a badge to sew on to your wetsuit. I guess it's ok to fantasise about it? I also dream about it regularly..[strange]

Ponz it feels like you've turned a corner with this. I'm sending you a surfing round corners badge.
It gives me hope that I can break my own cycle of use. I've made a start by abstaining yesterday although I replaced it with booze last night.

Baking cakes and fires sounds great (not together ) very autumnal.

Well done on yesterday lost!

Hmm, I pretty hungover today though and shouldn't have drunk so much instead of getting high.. A sort of out of the fire and into the frying pan situation.