Jive Bishop and The Surfettes: Surfing on

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Welcome to our support thread for anyone struggling with cocaine. Whether you want to quit, cut down or are someone whose life is affected, all welcome.
We offer non judgemental advice, tips, some absurd chat and most importantly lots of support and encouragement.
Come and join and we'll hopefully all help each other to surf the urges!

I can totally understand that thinking lost. It's a form of self sabotage I guess.

You've successfully surfed the weekend - you can do this week.

How's everyone doing?

All ok here, I haven't self sabotaged yet which is good!
Hope your dd is settling in to her new school Ponz

Day 2 lost. Seems good so far but early days. I'm surfing like a good 'in but dealer in town in next two weeks so could replenish the shoe.

Doing ok here. Have bought Wednesday wine though!

Wine sounds like the perfect remedy for a mundane Wednesday. I've had a day of non stop caffeine, biscuits, energy drinks, fags and now a beer. Oh well, at least it's not hard drugs.

Hold tight in your dangerous waters Ponz (shoe replenishment situation). You'll feel great if you can swerve that and it may well earn you a Balls of Steel award!! Try to contain your excitement.

Ponz's shoe will always be a legend though.

I am bored lost! Today is mundane. I think I use sugar, caffeine, nicotine and wine to liven things up a bit.

Aye, life is pretty fucking tedious on the whole. I've just done a crossword.

That's desperate lost. Went to pub, had fun - came home and am bored. I'd love to be the kind of Facebook/instagram/mumsnet person who is satisfied by cooking a nice dinner, knitting, watching a box set.

Those instamums claiming they're fulfilled baking cupcakes are probably lying!

I'm off to power walk to work. Brr, where's our Indian summer? Have a good Thursday all.

I have got the heating on! Now should I bake a cake or have a beer?!

I'm holding off putting the heating on in the hope we'll get a lovely Indian summer next week. [deluded]

Can you do both Serial? ..living life to the max!
I'm fantasising about coke today. All the disadvantages have been conveniently erased from my brain. I seem to be stuck in a weekly relapse cycle at the moment so I'm trying to surf through it. It's fucking hard and argh moan moan.

Lost you really can surf this out. Think about tomoz morning and how trashed you will feel. C'mon honey let's channel yoga tim, give our brains , livers, seratonin levels a break and get to the weekend clean and serene.

The disadvantages fade away by a Thursday don't they?

Nice food, cold beer ( not too many) and is it bake off tonight? We cannot snort to bake off.

Reverse that thought serial. The advantages peak by Thursday.

Yay OprahPonz is back. Snorting to bake off? What would Mary say?

You're right Ponz I'm going to think about the advantages rather than what I'm missing. All calm and rested tomorrow for work and serene , I like that.

I don't think I've ever been serene in my life.

If I was on bake off I'd be snorting icing sugar!

Going on Bake off would be stress levels off the scale. I'd be face down in the icing sugar after drinking the cooking sherry.

I'm imagining me talking madly to camera after a few lines of icing sugar. There would be a daily mail article about it.

I'd talk to my neighbouring contestants and then realise I only had 2 minutes to make 12 perfect uniform scones.

At least we could have fag breaks together Serial on that grassy mound outside the tent.

I'd have a fag hanging out me mouth while baking!

Last night I had a weird dream that I had to hide a massive stash and I mixed it with some water so it was like icing and Mel and Sue found it and wanted to buy it

Oooh dusty!