Oh soups - sorry to hear you're struggling
. Hope DD is home now safe and sound. yy, as others have said, I think anxiety does seem to be linked to perimenopause. That and the oft cited "impending sense of doom". Joy...
I have always been very laid back but have found in the past couple of years I get anxious about all sorts of random stuff. Travel mostly...I used to rock up to places with a map (or a smartphone) and be absolutely fine. Now I worry about everything about even small trips (timings/ what to take/ whether there will be toilets/ whether the train will have luggage space...). Why, hormones? Why have you decided that it is suddenly really important that we are anxious about everything - when surely the time to give us that would be when we were capable of popping out babies and needed to protect them from sabre toothed tigers (or poorly stocked train buffets) or whatnot??!?
gin - bother. Sorry to hear the skirt isn't good on you. But good for your wallet presumably...
cherries your DD sounds amazing! I love that she knows what you will suit and goes and orders it for you
. So glad you've had a lovely time - am jealous of the dolphins. But the more I hear about your health, the more I am impressed with how resilient you have been! Go you! And don't you DARE feel guilty! stern voice 
nink - know how you feel...we've had a peculiar day. Lovely and sunny this morning, tipped it down as soon as I went to collect DS from school, and grey, overcast and showery this afternoon. Nice now though - but I'm shattered and have taken my shoes off..