I think the other thing that gets me about Jota and his brother’s deaths is just how preventable they were, in a ‘sliding doors’ way.
Everything suggests that he would have flown back from Portugal to the U.K., but he decided to drive back because of his recent lung surgery. There are so many ‘what ifs’ in this that just make it a really upsetting situation. It’s unimaginable to think what his family must have been going through when they woke up to find out what had happened to him and his brother.
Also, whilst it is lovely that there is so much footage available of what he was like - both as a player and also as a regular guy off the pitch - that also makes it sadder, as it feels like he is still around even though we know he’s not.