This is not the first time it's happened but last night when my fiance came to bed I pretended to be asleep. Thinking I was in a deep sleep he pulled down my pj bottoms and underwear and turned away, next thing I hear him go in his top drawer and pull out a condom, I listened to him opening the packet and putting it on. I started to 'stir' to see if he would freak out and stop what he was about to do but he didn't. I wanted to see how far he'd take it and he proceeded to have sex with me. I moved straight away pulled my clothes up and didn't say a word. I've had a baby 8 weeks ago and he knows I am not ready to have sex yet even though he keeps nagging and grabbing me daily. What do i do? I have a baby girl and I want to teach her to respect herself, care for herself and to feel strong enough to walk away if she needs to, but I don't think I can practice what I preach :(