When I was young - mid 40's now - I toured with a rather famous rock band, I got tried to keep up drinking with Lemmy and Alice, this did NOT work! I could party hearty with the hardest of them. I nearly had sex with somebody in Cinderella but had sword off musicains by this point. Now, I watch The Great British Sewing Bee and make kids clothes. It comes to us all at some point. Also, if I'd lived my life the right way around I'd have a child of about 20 now and not a 4 year old 
My ex husband is well balanced according to his brother - he has a chip on both shoulders Some people refuse to see the good in anything.
Although, right now, if anybody loves me they'd shoot me whilst I'm still warm. This snot bug will not go away!
LNM it couldn't be fucking helped? Some woman over his children? Fuckwit! Mr Tigga is not a violent man but would like to apply karma to his head right now! Let him make all the running for his children now, it's hard because you want your girls to have a dad, but really he doesn't deserve to breath the same air as them! Buy the girls a dad phone, a cheap mobile he can talk to them at times when you decide. If he cancels on them again tell him he can phone them and tell them himself. I bet he prioritises when he can't take the fucking cowards way out!
Happy birthday LNM. Do something really nice today for yourself and your girls. Eat as much chocolate as you want, I find dessert as dinner days work VERY well!
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