The Brave Babes Battle Bus - Carry On Past The Christmas Party (part 1)

[TheMousefaceBeforeChristMouse]

Hello.

Welcome to The Brave Babes Bus. I'm Mouseface and I used to abuse alcohol and to be honest, there is always a risk that I'll do it again.

This is a bus journey for those who drink too much, or drink now and then, not at all, or actually aren't quite sure what their drinking means to them.

Come and meet the other Brave Babes, everyone is welcome.

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JWN's original thread

PS - didn't check spelling and in a ruch so apologies for typos in advance!!

Mouse have PM'd you

thurso - thank you. xxx

Am back - I think that my GP will treat what I tell him in confidence and I don't think he would involve anyone else - he will just, hopefully, see how determined I am to beat this, in that I keep coming back every time I fall off the wagon, and try try try again.

Personally I don't care what label people give to alcoholism - all I know is that it is destroying my life and if AA helps me to get back on track then that is who I shall turn to. All the theoretical arguments in the world will not stop me picking up the first drink. Regular attendance at meetings and RL support (as well as on here) just might.

Mouse - how are you feeling Babe?? xx

WTF is she on about !!

Shitting myself. I feel sick.

Silver - Forthe is responding to MIFLAW's post.

Ah sorry - didn't read back properly - Durr

Mouse - you will be fine Babe xxx

All Babes and guys,
Sorry to disrupt the thread a bit, but just to say.... All was ok joyously.

Lump is a fatty lump, (which doesn't sound very nice, but who cares). I may have felt it now because I have lost a bit of weight, and been swimming so much that my midriff is a bit thinner. But it is harmless. It has put a lot of things into perspective, I can tell you.

I had started doing really stupid things in my head, like planning the hyms, writing letters to DC, etc, etc

I won't say anymore now, as I am feeling like a wrung out dishrag, relief, I guess.
Just thanks to everyone, as I hadn't told anyone in RL (except for Dh), and it really helped to let it out on here. Special love to Mouse for her PM's.

Speak soon

P.s Silver you are doing really well, am proud of you.

Venus don't worry I know you weren't being harsh

I think there is a magnet in my office as my boss keeps coming in

Hi,

Just checking in.

Had a bad night last night and drank abuot 1/2 bottle of wine. . Stopped myself from drinking the other half, but was a push.

Sorry, haven't read back all of the thread - moves to quickly.

Thurso, that is wonderful news.

I know I will be fine, just working myself up into a lather. I'm good at that!

thurso - you are a star xxx

Silver - what time are you at the docs??

pseuds corner Wasindie
reminds me of being in the sixth form (or is that because I feel a bit high at the moment!

Brilliant news Thurso

Fantastic news Thurso:)

Thurso - you must be so relieved - that is fantastic news.

Mouse Docs at 5.00pm tomorrow xxx

Out on the road for a bit now so talk later babes xx

How are you feeling today Wasindie?

It must be you who is magnetic Zany:):)

You around today Red??

Looks like it's only me this afternoon

Poor little desire
Sitting by herself
Beginning to feel unwanted
Sitting on the shelf