Hi ladies
Don’t know why I’m posting this but maybe I just need a release...
I was 11 weeks on Monday- a very much wanted and hard fought pregnancy after IVF and 3 years of trying. However, this morning I saw blood when I wiped (sorry) and have been spotting since. Blood initially was red now is more brown.
I’ve had miscarriages before and know exactly what this is, so when my midwife told me that this could be ok, i didn’t want to hear it because i know in my heart that this is it.
I just can’t believe this is happening. We have a scan 2 weeks ago and everything was great but that makes all of this so much worse. I’m heartbroken.
If my fears come true I know i won’t get through it - i barely did the last time i miscarried... I just can’t see this ever getting better.
I guess I’m clutching at straws but anyone else been here?