Unfortunatly its not good news.
I went to A & E on Friday as the pain was getting worse and worse. They admitted me and started to give me something for the pain. The bleeding was getting heavier and eventually a scan confirmed that there was no heartbeat.
The pain was unbelievably bad, ended up on about three different things for it at the same time.
They decided I needed a D&C but, it being the weekend, and the NHS, they were only finally able to do this on Saturday evening. The hardest thing about this was that it was always "in a couple of hours, you are next on the list".
Finally sent me down for surgery on sat evening, and by that time I had had some signficiant clogging, so it was all very clear.
The BLOODY doctor, while I am lying there, waiting for the anesthetist said "oh, you are only six weeks, we usually do another scan a week later in that case" So I have to explain the circumstances to him. He did then say - that we probably were 8 weeks as we thought, not six weeks, and the baby hadn't developed properly right from the start.
Finally got home late Saturday night and spent yesterday sleeping and crying.
We have called him Nate, he was only with us for a very short time, but was loved and wanted and has changed our lives. We miss him very much. He tried so hard to hang on for us, but in the end he couldn't. We are so sorry.