I believe my baby is going to die.

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I have a fear that my baby is going to die. It's a fear that is going round and round in my head and that I can't get rid of it. I sit and stare at him and all I can do is cry because I'm so scared. I didn't think I'd make it to term with him and now he's here I think of all the things that could take his life - RSV, neonatal herpes, Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. I'm terrified and all I want is for a doctor to check him over daily. Ive contacted my local medical centre for help (for me) but I have to wait 5 days. I'm so scared I sometimes can't breathe.

Hey love, have a look into OCD as it sounds like this could be a possible explanation. The NOCD website has lots of great information

It makes sense that mothers are primed to look out for their babies. Hormones are very up and down for a good while post pregnancy and birth.

Good you've had an appointment, OP, I hope.they get back to you soon.

You know you can call NHS 111 if you need to talk to someone? And there is always someone on MN to support you, too.

You're doing great, I know it's been hard.