Hello
Happy anniversary for Tuesday Wuzz I remember that hen party well, LOL
Jen give it a few weeks and you will feel on top of the world Don't be disheartened by them not hearing anything, it is well documented that it is very tricky to hear before 12 weeks, and I know some midwives won't even try until 16 weeks because they don't want the women to go away feeling like you do now. I can imagine it must be a bit frightening but honestly, I am sure there is nothing to worry about.
It was my birthday yesterday, had a lovely day with lots of pressies and cards, and a lovely chinese with DH last night, I'll spare you the rest of the details but it was lovely!!!
I fear I have lost my baby, he doesn't even look like a baby anymore, he looks like a little boy it's not fair I can't believe I am never going to have another