Evil it is very confusing to a young toddler. DD2 only really 'gets' Christmas this year, at age 3. She had no recollection of last year, and still got really quite stressed by it all. It is lovely to hear you have got your life back, but it was you that did it. It was you that did the incredibly brave thing of leaving. You deserve to be happy, and cherished. And so does N x
Off to see ill MIL tomorrow, so I may be off the radar for a few days. Not looking forward to the drive, or the visiting, but will be staying with some lovely friends, so that is a bonus.