Not had a great day.
My family are lovely. Even managed a half hour nap on sofa while bro and sis looked after the boys.
In laws was just a strange atmosphere. Felt put of place and didn't have fun.
Sil annoyed me. She asked me on4 separate occasions what the boys wanted. I gave different ideas. Clothes, sippy cup, scoopy bib, board books. But specified no vouchers. She got me mama n papa vouchers. They have a 1year life. Ones she gave me last year at xmas I used only last week to buy someone else a gift. I don't like the shop as they are so expensive. I have told her this.
Then FH bought me some stupid gift set thing.
I think it's the following thought that upset me
- my quiche SS bought a more thoughtful gift for me then people in my real life who should know more about me.
It just got me reflective at my life. At who I open up to. Who knows me. How in real life I guess I feel lonely.
So then got annoyed at stupid voucher thing with sil.
Then more annoyed at bil who offered other sil a "proper drink" but didn't ask me despite me sitting nxt to her. I mean wtf.
Basically just a day of random emotions and confusion.
Not made any better by the fact that
A) FH is completely drunk. I've filmed him so he can see what a prat he is, as he will swear blind he was not drunk in the morning.
B) while using his phone to film him saw I message from my sis. I assumed it was asking her for help in choosing a Xmas gift for me. But it was from her wanting to organise a surprise afternoon out for me. So I spoilt my surprise
I am the the prime example of the new saying going around "first world problems"