D`y ever ever wonder what you would do if you won the lottery?

[triplets]

I know what I would do.

1. Buy a 5 bedroom house so we all get our own room, big garden so James could have a dog.

1. Get private medical insurance so we never again have to await scans and results.

1. Buy Shabs a villa in Faliraki.

1. Throw a big party for all my lovely lovely mad mums on here.

1. Treat myself to highlights.

1. Buy bags and bags of M&S choccy nuts!

Shabs!
Nikos!
Wow!

p.s. we're going back to the same villa as last year
p.p.s I'll need the towel back for then, the owner/farmer, AND HIS FATHER, are the most ruggedly handsome men I have had the pleasure of being near this decade.

Yes fab news about your dd Snorris, I have just upped my donation to the BHF, every penny helps. Still feeling panicky and wierd, wonder why? Actually feeling abit fed up with my world atm, kids a real handful, been home all day as the school was use as a polling station, grrrrrrr and H is awfully grumpy.......................hit the Tio tonight

After our disasterous break in Somerset and having said NEVER again, I have been sat here trawling for Oct half-term, 24th -31st. Hoped to find a lodge, hot tub etc. Want to go north. NOTHING............everything already booked....................so I was thinking.............Shabs..........could we rent yours, could you put a tin bath in the garden, stick a hose pipe in it and well pay Tomster to blow the bubbles? Someone find me something or Ill go mad, just need to get OUT of here! H has been like a bear with a sore head since they cancelled chemo on Mon, I can do nothing right and kids are really really playing us up! What to do? Shabs, how many more sleeps until you see the lovely one?

Trips you are a million times welcome at our humble abode. We only have two bedrooms but we can share We spend our lives searching.....not sure what for. If you ask me I search for male attention..I would love a man to say I am beautiful, I am funny OR THE MOST IMPORTANT PHRASE - I AM STRONG. I get up every morning and shift my big fat bum out of bed. I welcome my grandchild, my son and his partner into my house. I adore my grandchild and care for him to the best of my ability. My world keeps on turning every day BUT nobody ever thinks I am a sexy woman. Even I dont think I am How wonderful must it feel to KNOW you are a sexy woman [sigh, downhearted emoticon] how very wonderful must that feel. xxx

41 sleeps till the beautiful one!!! Not that I am counting xx

How did we get onto sex? What is sex? Dont forget Im an IV-EFFER!

an irresistable (sp???) very fabulous mummy you mean? xxx

Feeling a crap mummy lately, seem to be forever shouting at them! Better get up them wooden stairs Shabs glass of fibogel and Im anybodys! Kale Nits me old mucker xxx

Kale Mera girls xx

Morning all...............misty rainy grey day........................enjoy! Off to the pub!

Shabs............time you went to bed noted and time your back on here........noted, not enough sleep young un!

My sleep is up the wall as usual Trips. Havent had a good sleep since I was pregnant with the twins. Too much stuff running around in my head I think.

Lew arrives about 6.45 so I have to be up earlier and 'lew proof' the living room Must admit by the time we get to Friday I have had enough

Hiya Rubester xx

WOW that is fantastic [proud for you emoticon] xxx

Girls.............what do you know about blood pressure? Was told to buy a monitor and check mine when I get these funny turns, just got home and did it twice, first reading was139/109 pulse 80, 10 mins later when I had sat down and calmed down it was 145/76 pulse 75, what does it all mean? I had to come home early from the town as I just feel ill, wierd head, panicky and tearful and scared, what the hell is going on with me? Didn`t have this when I lost Matthew, is it ALL stress? Helpppppppppppp

Rubes.........................clever child=clever mum!

Trips - hope this helps

www.bpassoc.org.uk/BloodPressureandyou/Thebasics/Whatisnormal

YES - blood pressure is raised by stress.

Trips I know nothing about high blood pressure. I suffer from low blood pressure which explains why I want to pass out when I stand up too quick but gp says it's nothing to worry about. Haven't they offered you any medication for it?

Thanks Shabs thats explained it well. Still feeling weird but went and had a long soak in the bath, nice supper and a beer and feeling slightly better, checked bp about 6pm and it was 139/75 which seems to be ok. I am soooooooooooooooooooo stressed, there is no two ways about it, am sure its the cause. Hopefully a little package should arrive with you for my honourary grandson tomorrow, it had better get there before the big day!

Trips when I was having my twin boys I was always told my blood pressure should be 100 plus my age over about 70. So when I was pregnant first time it should have been 125/70. However!!!! It was 150/180 by the time the twins were delivered. I had pre eclampsia. Also they didnt diagnose the twins till 10 DAYS BEFORE THEY WERE BORN!!!! Your BP machine is a fantastic idea but please dont worry too much about it.....you have been bereaved of a precious son, had IVF treatment, had triplets, have a husband going through chemo....blardy blardy blaaaa - no wonder you are stressed to the limit

Morning girls xx Heavy rain, windy and freezing here - lovely!!