I've been an idiot.......again

[nutcracker]

Have slept with xp twice, and now I don't know what to do, about anything.

This is so not like me.

Was is good?

Well yes it was actually, but even so LOL

Well then, happy memories but FGS DONT DO IT AGAIN!!

Unless you want to LOL

I did state several times that it didn't change anything, but he's not going to believe that is he.

Nutty!!

I know

I need my head testing

the heart wants what the heart wants...

Well, the not the heart in the case but you get my drift...

Oh dear, going through a dry patch?

forgive yourself, and move one

without going into detail....HOW on earth did you get to that stage??

whats done is done though...

Oh I know, and yeah I probably was desperate, it had been 15 mths, i'm only human.

It's not that I have had sex with him that bothers me, I mean it was good, I enjoyed it etc etc, it's more that my life seems to have turned into a Jeremy Kyle show really LOL.

need to get the old electrical alternative!

I waws wondering about that too, LTH.

Nutty, you're not the first and won't be the last to have done this.

Oh nutty, why?

Erm, he stayed for tea last erm wednesday, ad we ended up watching a film (possibly james bond, can't remember) and you know it was just so nice to sit on the sofa watching tv with someone other than myself for a change.

Last time was last night, and i'm not sure I have an excuse, as I pretty much realised we'd end up in bed before he even got here.

Does xp have teeth?

Do you wear stonewashed jeans with a skinny vest, no bra and a scrunchie?

IF yes to first question and no to second, you're not up to JK 'guest' status yet LOL

lol at jeremy kyle show.

well, nutty IF he can accept that its not going to go any further just enjoy it.

I think you'll have ahard job convincing him through.

(whats happen with the tart from up the road)

Oh I do MB, not really the same after that long though is it LOL

I think what has spooked me, is that I confided in a friend and she said she thinks I want him back, and I'll admit, for a nanosecond the other day, so did I, but I know really that I so don't want him back, I am just bored.

I can understand you feel lonely.

He told tart from up the road that he wants nothing to do with her (tis true as I was in earshot lol).

I know he will think it is leading somewhere, but I do plan to have a chat with him telling him otherwise.

I am visiting his bedsit on Wednesday with a view to the kids possibly going there on Sat afternoons to watch a dvd or whatever, so will have it out with him then.

well, if it is just boredom, send the kids out and have a wank next time

Or take up handicrafts

or jam making

just stay away from growing cucumbers or marrows..........

Haven't been on here for days, cos I thought someone might ask me what i've been up to and I didn't want to lie

ROFL MB

go to anne summers website and get a new toy.

don't do him it again