hi all sorry for disappearing act, not intentional I promise!
hi NewMum1977
minipink - how is Abbie and your whole brood?!
PPC - thank you for email
and Klaw was good of you too will check out the info when I get a moment before going back to clinic on Tues
am technically keeping well if a bit tired but as Klaw said it has been hectic
been a busy time with the dixie family, mum still in palliative care ward but case conference re her treatment on Tues when we're presuming she'll be moved to the hospice. Dad not coping to well and for some reason the family are all over the place with holidays etc so it is hard on him.
dd1 had her nursery play on Thurs which went well. I had mw on Fri morning and all ok (amazingly bp included in that) was my lovely midwife and I felt like crying as was so relieved to see a friendly face (am aware how pathetic I am) and visitors from Ireland arrived on Fri afternoon.
dd1's party at Cairnie farm went well yesterday and visitors left today and bless her dd1 was sobbing in the back seat as she misses her cousin so much - she is not a highly emotional child and I have never seen her sob so my heart was completely broken - am just hoping that she's been a bit overwhelmed by the weekend and tired out and its not that she's picking up on the vibes from all of us
anyway, am doing ok and I really appreciate all your kind thoughts and messages and am missing being on here with you all, tis lovely to be back on even if only for a moment as shattered
I have another stupidly busy week and cannot belive that am so disorganised for baby - thinking credit card will be abused online tonight. I have the diabetes clinic on tues morning again so now doubt will be discussing delivery then - even I realise I can only put it off for so long [meep]