Afternoon EHM Luda Shouldbe Satin and everybodyelse and a big HELLO to any newbies
I've been so busy I havent posted for a few days. I'm bit stressed about bf's wedding plans, a con job re photos of DS and feeling a bit not right after some blood tests yesterday.
To top it all I had a meltdown with DH today. I got no sleep last night and I was bringing spare quilts back at 6:30 am when DS got up and wanted to play. I also
Cleared up from last night
Clean under sofa cushions.
Sort garbage into glass, recyclables and garbage
Put garbage in bins (in the rain in my pjs)
Clean hob
Put away ingredients
Cleaned the kitchen area
Loaded and run DW
Empty TD and take up for putting away x2
Empty WM and organise for drying
Clean sooty fire
Put up race track for DS
Cope with DS being V naughty
Vac front room (after DS liberally sprinkled rice crispies everywhere)
Shower for me and DS.
Phone MIL to see if she'd have DS this aft as DH is going to football. (and have a moan/grass DH up)
During this DS stayed in bed having a lie in again When he got up he asked if DS has been given breakfast...I lost it completely. He never acknowledges the hard work that goes to keeping the house tidy (Cleaning, Laundry etc) But I always say thankyou for whatever he does. I, in a sleep deprived state just couldn't handle being seen as a dutiful drudge. He says I'm always in a bad mood with him. No I'm tired and my consultant neurologist prescribed meds to handle fatigue yesterday. Did DH notice...did he monkies. He never considers that I'm 'good enough' and delights in pointing out my tiniest failing (leaving a light on etc)
He's still in a strop with me, he's complained none stop for 24 hrs about trivial rubbish and That I don't handle DS well. I've had enough. I've even offered to pay for ds's damage to computers and his iPod accesories but...strop strop strop.
I was going to walk out and go to the local mall in righteous anger but it was raining and I just missed the bus, didn't fancy waiting in the icy rain for 30 mins so
I went to the dad's group with him today. Well I needed to pass some info re funding ops to the bloke who runs it. Oh and return DS's library books,post a letter and collect a ring. DS wouldn't settle so we went to the supermarket to finish a perfect morning.
I packed a basket of toys for Ds and he's taken them to MILs. I've got me time and tho I've tidied DS's toys away, I'm doing nothing til 4:30
Sorry ladies, I needed to offload before I take it inside and end up sick again. Thanks for listening