Blinded by the LIGHTer ladies!

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Hello

Welcome to our thread all about cake cheese and chcolate healthy eating. Well, on a good day!

I'm Mouse, I have the weight of a huge Camenburg to lose but have lost lots already thanks to the support of this thread and the lovely LIGHTer ladies!

No rules, no clique, just us!!

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Hullo
By the time I ahd done baths, reading and homework last night, the evening had gone, and my body was complaining about the physical work on saturday.

I slapped on a dead sea mud mask and crawled in the bath, my face feels all glowy this morning. But DS was very rude about me whilst I was wearing it....

I want to just put my K boxing hoody on today and something slobby and just mooch.

I hate getting kids up in the morning.. gah..

so does BSNN need to do a bit more hardcore wooing then, double?

Morning all, off to work in a bit.

Brackets to those who need them.

Aww Double.. you are soooo like me.... I hope the fates bring together circumstance for you both to get past this bit... xx

So we can not have sex together Double. Although I and my life are such a mess, I should come with a Government Health Warning...well, not literally.....

I have found out things are sort of crap between DS and his Dad again and I am gutted. It is fucking crap. Really fucking crap.
Do you think it is possible that he was a nice man because he smoked and in some weird way the drugs he took made him reasonable, and that as he has quit smoking and no longer takes drugs it has left him as selfish, narcissistic, emotionally manipulative slightly 'pschyzophrenic'(sp) character?

I have spoken to DS's school and they are clearing things up and setting things straight.

at DD Double, I love that.

double are you sure that you don't want a nice woman instead of BSNN, you have plenty of offers on this thread alone

Mittz - we talking weed smoking or nicotine? either way - am very sorry that your ex is behaving so badly. I suppose sometimes people can self-medicate the "badness" out of them - I see the "badness" as those negative thoughts/impulses that we either turn against ourselves, leaving us prone to mental illness, or others, leading to aggression.

I think he took just about everything in his day TC and while we had our issues he was a chilled funny man and a truly amazing Dad to his older 2 DS's.

Weed certainly made him, I suppose, at his best. He slowly gave up. I never touched any of it. Didn't pressure him, family life and finances dictated it and he seemed OK with it, as he expressed that family life was what he wanted.

He gave up nicotine about 4 yrs ago, drank more and more and just turned into a stranger. Oh and my poor DS. Apparently he only drinks once a week or so now and NEVER with the kids around but DS wept. I have to make things right for DC's but god I wanted this to be over. I can't cope with the head/mind fucks any more. I wish Aliens would abduct the bastard. Because I am not strong, and like Saf, there isn't really any one else.

Shit shit shit.

A future with a loving stable partner is a dream I rarely allow myself the luxury of thinking of. I am more likely to win the lottery I think and I don't even do that.

Right. Bollocks to this. Rant over. I am going to go and furiously do something, get a breath of fresh air and then if you are lucky I might treat you all to some of my jokes

mittz - have read and am pondering but haven't got time to do a proper reply as to have to get the bus in 5 minutes (got to get fillings at the dentist, sigh). catch you in a few hours...

not caught up just wanted to say mole has all clear for 90 syndromes dr says is just a quirk so thank od for that. x

back later xx

((( ))) xx so pleased for you Brian.. xx

great news Brian!

mittz - still mulling - my main thought is that the reason a relationship feels impossible at the moment is that you are still healing from all the past wrongs - not just ex but family etc. carry on with your art, your walks, your friends, carry on healing xxxx

Great news Brian re Mole. Bless her. I bet you are so relieved. xx

Hello all. Did anyone miss me? [needy]

Had a lovely day with my parents yesterday and then just crashed last night. Far too tired to type. Rubbish night with Nemo and he has spent the day being sick.

Coffee and a chocolate fix required! Crappy period.

We all kissed you... xx

Sorry about Nemo xx And being tired xx And crappy period xx...

oh I should get a halloween name too, as I want to alter my name to make me a bit more private against snoopers.

sorry you had a grim night Mousey. and what is going on with your periods? thought you only just started one. next time you are at the GPs MENTION THE HORMENTALS! or I will kill you.

Sometimes I amaze myself

voila :)

Nicely TC XX

Great names ladies!!

TheMittzress - glad you 'all kissed' me!!

How are the DCs?

TC - you ok too? x

Mouth is still "defrosting" after the local anaesthetic for my filling. and due to do my 15 minute brisk school run walk shortly, the most boring walk in the world ever.

I hate the denist!! Gah!! Poor you.

I will talk to the doc about my plumbing. Was due on Friday but came on yesterday. I'm flooding so feel awful.