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ABitWrong is in trouble again

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 19:00

Getting worse and worse. This morning it felt like I had things crawling up me but there was nothing there.
I have chest pains left over from panic attacks.
Also been having hot flushes and now my kidneys are aching. Is this all just stress?

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 21:06

xx

bugger am late

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 22:43
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DreamsInBinary · 24/09/2009 22:48

Hey ABW.

How about putting the kettle on, and promising you'll call The Samaritans on 0845 909090? If it helps, make a deal with yourself that you'll spend only ten minutes on the line.

Thinking of you.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 22:54

Right, my headis not really working.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 22:55

I can't, I will be heard.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 22:58

I have to pretend I am okay because I cannot handleany more complications in my home life.

I have been to gp lots, had 2 mental assessments, seeing art therapist, tried and failed with ADs, on waiting list for specific help with bulimia, also waiting to see if there isany medication that I can have.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 23:01

I have called thesamaritansbefore but I am really crap at talking.

Shiney, I really appreciate everything you said.

I really appreciate you all.

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BitOfFun · 24/09/2009 23:01

A CPN could supervise your meds.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 23:03

How? WouldI have to go somewhere every day?

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DreamsInBinary · 24/09/2009 23:03

OK, how about emailing? [email protected].

Just a quick mail. You needn't even reply if you don't want. It can't hurt.

You need help whilst you are waiting.

DreamsInBinary · 24/09/2009 23:05

Or click here

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 23:05

I do email them a bit. I go through phases.

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DreamsInBinary · 24/09/2009 23:09

It sounds like high time you started a phase again.

You are an eloquent poster. They will understand.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 23:12

he isa bastard and I want him to leave but he won't

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DreamsInBinary · 24/09/2009 23:24

Bedtime for me. I do hope that you'll call or mail them tonight, ABW. Just to tide you over.

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ABitWrong · 24/09/2009 23:30

I hadn't heard of homestart. Thanks.

He is the biggest problem.

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ABitWrong · 25/09/2009 07:35

Just a twat
See, it's just me, I'm pathetic and can't cope

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littlerach · 25/09/2009 08:14

Oh ABW, I ma sorry you are in a bad way again

I am crap at helping emotionally, as you know . Can i help practically at all? Hometsrat is good idea.
And a CPN, but not sure of they visit you at home, which would be no good really.

I think you know what would help - OH gone.

Please be strong.

I am at work all day (again) but will be in office so will have mobile on. (Still no interenet there). Text me whenever you like.

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ABitWrong · 25/09/2009 08:28

You are NOT crap.

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vacuouslocuous · 25/09/2009 09:42

Is the main (or at least a big) problem that you want DH gone and he won't go? Are you worried about coping on your own?