so down today

[nikcola]

ive got to go to a friends party on sat and i really have no clothes (i no this is trivial compared to what some people are going through)

i went into town and there is nothing that fits me so i came home with a plain black v neck off the sholder top,
im really thinking about not going now as i feel embarressed and ashmed that everyone will look lovely and i will look like a fat ugly blob and i will proberlly end up getting very drunk and feeling sorry for myself

[nikcola]

god now i cant cope with chocolate i jsy feel so sick ive asked dd to come to bed with mommy and go to sleep cause im poorly but she aint having any of it, i was gonna drive to kfc! but i think i had too much to drink last night would you risk it?

[nikcola]

no i wont drive thenx there is a co op thats round the corner i could murder a crisp sandwich and some full fat coke,

we are having chicken curry for dinner later bout 6pm (its just sauce out of a jar ) cant be arsed to cook properlly


IM SO HUNGRY

[nikcola]

lol im gonna brush my teath and gdrag dd to the shop i just hope i dont see anyone


i will start diet tomoorw

[nikcola]

still feel shity had a crisp sandwich

[sahara]

Hi nikcola. Just wanted to say thanks for chatting to me yesterday. It's nice that you went out even if it was a crap club. Any time that is my time is good even if it's shit, thats what I like to think.
Anyway hope you feel better soon, lol

[LGJ]

Hope it was on white bread, nothing like a crisp sandwich on white rubbery bread.

[nikcola]

hi sahara thats ok sorry i wasnt much help though, how are you today you sound a bit better {{{{{{}}}}}}}}

[nikcola]

yes white bread is the best and it was thick white bread with butter