so down today

[nikcola]

ive got to go to a friends party on sat and i really have no clothes (i no this is trivial compared to what some people are going through)

i went into town and there is nothing that fits me so i came home with a plain black v neck off the sholder top,
im really thinking about not going now as i feel embarressed and ashmed that everyone will look lovely and i will look like a fat ugly blob and i will proberlly end up getting very drunk and feeling sorry for myself

[lou33]

You know what we think, ignore him he is trying to control you again. Have a great time!

[WigWamBam]

I'm glad the trousers are OK, nikcola Take no notice of dp, you go and have a great time.

[nikcola]

i told him im goigna nd to fuck off!!! i said id be back at 11pm yeh right will i we are going clubbing after he will be lucky if im back before 5am!!!!!!!!

me and best friend are gonna start drinking at 5pm

[nikcola]

going

[nikcola]

shit trousers are too long will have to wonder web them tomoorw

[nikcola]

just about to wonder web my trousers !!!
dp has taken dd out for the afternoon so i can start to get drunk!!! and have a nice long bath and pile on the slap

[lunavix]

I'm glad you are going to have a lovely night

My secret to losing some post-ds weight is weightwatchers (and a lot of diet pepsi )
Whenever I'm hungry I have a diet drink!

Don't worry about it now, have a fantastic night. Then in a few days time, sit down and think of what your goals are weightwise and what you are happy to do to reach it.

Have fun tonight

[nikcola]

thanks lunavix, i will

[nikcola]

why is it so hard to wonder web trousers

[nikcola]

they are still too long!

[nikcola]

am i the only one here today

[lunavix]

no I'm here too...

trying to sort out our four tubs of old bills, payslips, statements etc.

WHy did I decide to do it on a lovely sunny day?

[nikcola]

oh no i ahet sorting out things like that all mine are dumped in the kitcher draw

[nikcola]

hate!

[nikcola]

thnak you for being my friend today

[lunavix]

mine were in boxes...

trying to sort out a budget for us to stick through and realised I'd have to sort through them all

[lunavix]

on the upside I have some orange reefs to keep me cheery!

[nikcola]

ohh i love them, im sitting her in a towel (just had nice bath) im now trying to decide which knickers to wear (not that anyone willl see them then im going to put on underwear straighten hair but on two layers of slap put on traccy bottoms! go and pick best firend up at 6 come back to mine, straighten hair again put on more slap get dressed pour perfume over me and best mate,

then let the drinking begin

i sound soooo common

[nikcola]

ive decided to go with the trusty black thong and black super boost bra!

[lunavix]

Sounds fab!

Get drinking girl

[nikcola]

i will dont you worry

[WigWamBam]

Sounds like an excellent way to spend the evening, nikcola . Have a brill time.

[nikcola]

the party was ok after it finished at 12.30 we went to a club in town it was crap never been there before it was horrible i drank like a fish all night doubles aswell but i dint get drunk

[nikcola]

now i feel sick i need something nice a fattening to line my tummy