More hot chocolate and purple blankets for CvQ

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As the last thread is nearly full up, am starting a new one for her continued support.

erm im not sure at the moment.will see how tomorrow pans out first maybe.oh am feeling bloody sorry for myself now so think ill just try to sleep
thanks for listening to my waffle x

no worries lovey - have some more lovely big squishy (((((((((((((purple hugs)))))))))))) and have a good sleep.
night night
x

hey cvq....

don't worry about last night...let it go, and try on continue on the up.

you have come miles in the last week...it doesn't mean you'll never have bad days...of course it doesn't, but you must see how very very good you've been, and how those baby steps have got you alllll this way.

go back to doing baby steps and get through the bad days and nights my sweet...its fine to have bad days...everyone does, even the most balanced and strong people have wobbley times...

thinking of you and hoping that you can still see the sun through the clouds. xxxx

Morning lovely girl, hope you are feeling a bit more "on the up" again this morning, sorry you were unhappy last night.

DH was yesterday (and will be some of today) fixing someones computer which means that he needs to hook it up to this one (pc upstairs) and DS1 will be on the laptop doing homework like yesterday. I will hop on and off as much as I can to see if you are about, but DS is not the fastest one with homework, we had a few tears off him yesterday and last night.

Keep smiling and I hope we will speak soon.

xxx

am ok today.seems i just had a little blipx

glad you are feeling better

Blips are normal...everybody has them!!!!

The fact that you were able to recognise it and deal with it shows how strong you are xxx

Hellooooo

sweetie, are you okay?

not really.

I wondered how you were doing. anything we can do to help?

not unless you can empty my mind and stop me feeling like a crap mum

So the lid has popped off that box again?
YOU ARE NOT A CRAP MUM. You would be a crap mum if you only thought about yourself- but you always think abput what's best for J. That is a good mum.

you thought that other thread was me didnt you.well tbh that title is everything ive been feeling today.if i could i would just walk out

no, I was wondering how you were because you said you'd had a blip earlier and you hadn't posted most of the day.

sorry.imjust not having the best time.and not having the best thughts

that's okay. I don't get offended easily. Is J asleep?

not right now no

ah. been awake for long?

about 20minutes.hes teething and cross

He sounds like he's fighting tiredness as well. what do you have to help him?

hes had nurofen and calpol.hes using me but hes not very gentle which is making me not want him there

so mummy becomes a teething toy. Do you have any teethers at all?

not up here.he doesnt want his dummy either.hes been in a strop most the day.i cant cope when hes like thisand im really tired

for you, have you ever been able to feed lying down at all?