More hot chocolate and purple blankets for CvQ

[thumbwitch]

As the last thread is nearly full up, am starting a new one for her continued support.

I am so glad that you're feeling much better, cvq. I can never find this thread any more. Was J the only one to get covered in straw I wonder?

hello bellavita!!

cvq....can i swear??? you are FUCKIN BRILLIANT!!!

so proud of you...the farm? how lush...bet you and j had a blast....what did he make of the animals?? my kids were terrified when they were little of animals up close in the flesh!

honestly...good on you for moving on a few strides...really.....i hope this is a new long straight stretch of road for you with no turns or bumpy bits, and may you never go back to the shitty bits you left around the corner!

i need to go now...have had a shitty night in work...have to do a report now too before i go to bed...

am just dying to crack open the sherry for a little "medicinal" drop!!!

speak tomorrow.

sleep well...sweet dreams chick xxx

Great

want to post on here just so I don't lose the thread (MN TECH ALLOWING OF COURSE!!) - glad you are so much brighter and the pills are working for you - yay!

Just popping on to say hope you had a good day, have got a cold coming on and feeling sorry for myself (I hope you are now feeling better).

Going to have an early night.......

am a bit low.anyone around for 5

hello, you don't know me but I am her for five or ten?

here... even!

hi

sorry. just not having a great evening
a bit of a crash maybe

Whatsup CvQ?

i dont know tbh.too good a week maybe.
am a bit tearful and just low

oh hey, lovey, what's up?

Well yes i can understand that, sometimes a week can go so well, you wonder if you can possibly have another week as good as that! But then you realise that you are just 'on the up!' Try not to worry about tommorrow, it really will take care of itself!

gawd, know what you mean - you get a really good week, feeling so much more plugged-in and stuff, then one evening biff it all hits you again
Are you very tired or not eaten enough (both of these do it with me)
keep posting

hello, sweetie- you've had an immensely busy week this week, it's not surprising you've had a bit of a slide

giggle i think you could be right.
i think its hit me how much ive done alone this week without needing to feel 'propped' and for some reason im having a crap few hours.i am very tired but feeling too mentally wired to sleep just yet tbh.ive eaten fine today.

Keep posting CvQ, its worn me out tonight! Hope you manage to get a good nights rest.

come back to our Twilight thread as well - I wondered where you had got to?
How is j tonight, is he still following your lovely routine?

well i stepped out tbh because im just not in the right frame of mind for twilight tonight.hes fine thanks.
i think ive made myself over do and under think things this week and all my thinking is coming out now because i am low.does that make sense?

yes for sure - it's like your resistance is low and so the bad thoughts sense the weakness and think Aha! we can now escape from the locked box she had us in cos she's not strong enough to keep the lid shut!

yeah i think you may be right therewhich is frustrating because i have had none of this this week

weeel, look at it like this - you have been strong enough to keep the lid on ALL WEEK and in the meantime those bad thoughts have been gettin more frustrated in the box, so they will be pushing harder on the lid. But my point really is that you HAVE been that strong ALL WEEK and so a teeny lapse tonight is pretty good going.

Just look at it AS a teeny lapse and think "well, I'm tired tonight, I'll have a good rest and tomorrow I'll be strong again"
and chances are, you will.

What have you done today - has it been a long tiring day?

yeah thanks thumbwitch.you talk a lot of sense.maybe now ive vocalised how im feeling my head may let me rest.not done a great deal today so yes its been kind of long

yes, they can drag sometimes can't they.
What have you planned for tomorrow, anything? Can you ring your lovely friend and see if you can pop round to hers with J for a bit? Just to get out of the house really and have a bit of adult conversation