Anyone know how CvQ is today? Has she been in touch with anyone?

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She was in a bad way in the early hours of this morning, has anyone had any contact with her at all today? Am quite worried about her.

Way do you say they will take you away NS was that mentioned this week?

Hun {{BIG HUGS}}

id rather die

Emailed you Hun xx

do you really feel that way?

Are you talking to anyone on MSN?

im all over the place

evening sweetie

im sorry.ive spoken out of turn.im just so angry

how have you spoken out of turn?

and very tired
feel like ive made a prat of myself now/,sob>

you have every right to be angry..
just make sure you focus the anger onto the twunt who did this to you.
You did not do anything wrong.
J has done nothing wrong..

your Mum still around today?

ns are you ok, im sure you havent made a prat of yourself

i know jj
so why cant i get over this.oh i dont really want to die i just want all this to stop and i want some peace

Focus on those words honey..

You don't really want to die..

so don't - it is your choice to live - you have already shown that twunt that no matter how dispicable his actions you are better than him by loving J.

J needs you to be alive and well.. and by the time he is old enough to notice you will be

Have replied to you Hun xxx

Peace will come you were getting there before.. the ups and downs will become less obvious over time and before you know it you will be riding high - life can and will be good again.

its anger talking.i know that.but its so all-consumming the feelings and notions are real.
god im making no sense now am i

you are making perfect sense...
anger is I think the 2nd most powerful emotion.
and IMO you are showing that the most powerful one is love..
you are still here, not wanting to die, not letting him beat you, because of Love..
you love J and that will stop the anger swallowing you whole.

Yes you are making sense to me NS

Anger is an emotion if your are feeling it you are on the road to dealing with it.

The lack of sleep you were/are getting is a huge part of this, it is a torture for a reason, small things become huge.

You love J with your whole being, his start is not something you hold against him.

You are a great person having a tough time.

ns I have to pop away for a few minutes I will be back...

hey ns...
i actually came on to see how you're doing today..i've been thinking about you since thursday when i posted on your other thread.

i'm so sorry you're feeling so awful....i feel so helpless not being able to do anything for you....

i realy can't stay now, but i wanted you to know that i, amongst may MANY others here on mn are wishing you so many good things, and are willing you to get through each hour, and day.....i hope that you can use those positive thughts to spur yourself on, for j, for you.....

you are an incredibly resiliant and strong lady....you have come so very VERY far on this hard and crippling journey....you are a survivor...keep at it sweetheart.

sending yo healing hugs.....((((()))))

wil pop on tomorrow to see how you're doing.

take care ns.....xx

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