Anyone know how CvQ is today? Has she been in touch with anyone?

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She was in a bad way in the early hours of this morning, has anyone had any contact with her at all today? Am quite worried about her.

yeah i got wet picking j up from nursery and so did he because i didnt put the rain cover on
it sounds like its raining now

I hope it's rained out where I live- it was like being in a hurricane earlier.

next three days are crap up here

ive worked out how to put pictures up.want to see my purple arm?

come on then, do you think you'll keep it as a souvenir? It's supposed to piddle down here for the next few days too.

is it there?

That's a nice shade of purple- I wondered if it would be a neon purple or something.

ewww dont think ill want to keep it.itll stink of sweat

lol. I've heard of people keeping the casts from their ankle breaks. I've never needed a cast thankfully. It's bad enough when your ankle or wrist is wrapped in miles of bandage.

I'm off to bed now,cvq, but I will speak to you tomorrow at some point if you like ok? Gentle dreams tonight.x

sorry.ive been offloading
sleep well x

I WANT TO FUCKING SLEEEEEEEEEPPP!!

and more than this aswell

Are you OK this morning NS? - sounds like you had another bad night....

Morning NS - hope you slept?

Have got a double shift today, but no doubt we will catch up at somestage?

no not ok.but never mind
i don think ill ever be ok again
this has fucked up my life
and if i could reverse time id never have gone anywhere.how can i be ok?i dont sleep.i have panic attacks.sweats.over emotional or feel impending doom.nightmares.pressures.
im not fit to have care of a child.i should be locked away.
and that fucking bastard has done all this to me.i hate him with every inch of my being and my every breath.i wish he was dead.
hang yourself bastard

hi ns, i dont know your story but justw anted to hold out a hand

ns - I will be home around 3.30 - will be able to chat for a few mins then on msn if you want or I will put it on when I get home tonight around midnight?

Please take care of yourself today, there are a lot of people that truly care about you - me included.

xx

thanks
im tired.irrational and angry this morning.great combo

speak later - gotta go now x

morning hon.
sorry you are in the bottom of the pit still..
can I sit and wallow with you for a while..
all going wrong here at the moment so can't seem to find the words to help you - I am so sorry.

we can sit together j

talk to me?if anything it will take my mind off my own crappy life

psych appointment tomorrow. and my favorite old lady that I look after died this morning.
Boys driving me mad and I just want to stop crying and shouting!

oh im so sorry.had you known her long?

and crying is ok.thats one thing i do try to tell myself.

hiya, another crap night?

if i wasnt 23 id quite happily have a tantrum right now.gahhhhhh just sleep is all i bloody want.proper sleepy sleep.
my eyes actually sting with tiredness and tears.
ive got my hv coming later.am hoping she will cheer me up a bit