Anyone know how CvQ is today? Has she been in touch with anyone?

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She was in a bad way in the early hours of this morning, has anyone had any contact with her at all today? Am quite worried about her.

aero bubbles best in small quantities. Try lindt tis on 2 for £2 in tesco, and you only need a little to get a hit

i started doing something similar on here a while back.it was called a letter to myself.i havent added to it in a while though.just random thoughts about things i couldnt actually say

did it help? i find myself typing things on here that i wouldn't say to people i know

yeah i think so.i write them then try not to keep re-reading them.and yes im the same on here.i think its to do with almost being able to be honest with yourself without having to deal with things face to face.although sometimes some thoughts are better left unsaid.i keep a diary of my sh issues but havnet added to it lately even in all this mess.

the things that i am currently facing are very different to the stuff you are dealing with, i guess it is easier for you to type stuff so you dont have to look at people or them look at you as you are no doubt feeling very vunerable.

Hello NS, I just popped on to see how you are doing. I have been thinking about you over the weekend. I haven't read the whole thread - only the last few message. Just really glad you are feeling a bit brighter today. I hope you can draw some strength from feeling a little bit better.

Off to bed now but just wanted to say that you have been in my thoughts. xx

totally.my ability to trust is very low so here i can talk without having to deal with people.it takes a lot for me to let anyone in.if i let anyone in i have to be sure they wont hurt me or put any pressures on me because thats when i retreat again.

i never used to be like this

oh thankyou twofalls
you sleep well x

Night night, I need to get some sleep.
See you tomorrow. ope you manage some good rest tonight.
(hugs)

night night.j and brain willing i hope so too x

Hi ns, hope its going ok tonight. Im glad to hear you had a better day today. Do you like playing games? I used to find these a good distraction. www.arcadetown.com/all_games.asp?sort=picks&show=online

hey you. dropping in to leave you some hugs to get you thro the night (well, as many as you need at least).

I am so sorry for the busyness earlier.............five lots of stuff to sort and buy and I am still not finished. I have at least got bags packed and uniform for tomorrow sorted, but somehow missed that DS1 has no PE shirts, and I have no trousers for DS2........((well, he has a pair from last year, but just the one as he was wearing shorts thro the last term, and somehow I thought he had lots of trousers....)).

I am also going to have to leave our planned chat for tomorrow until weds.........my aunt had a stroke last week , and no-one told me until friday. seems she needs to be taken to b'mouth hosp tomorrow and I am finally needed........I am dropping the girls off and then going to collect aunty and then stopping with her intil school run again.......and then it is back todancing too!!! I now have credit however so I can text properly, and I will be about briefly in the morning to leave some more hugs.

please believe tho that I am thinking of you lots and sending lots of happy positive vibes and hugs. xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi ns - glad to see you're sounding a little brighter today - the storm has passed and you have weathered it yet again - well done you!

I hope you have a quiet night with j and that your brain switches off once in a while to let you rest too.

((((((hugs)))))))

just wandering in to wave hi.

Off to read the whole thread and catch up. hope all ok

You are just as fab as we all knew..

soo pleased you are feeling brighter

and hopefully J will let you get some more rest tonight

oh goodness about your aunti completely understand

wednesday is fine.id forgotten j was at nursery tomorrow anyway so my mind will probably be preoccupied aswell
im ok.earlier was what i needed.thankyou
we speak then yes.im doing alright.am going to walk again tomorrow and hope it makes me sleep again.

sun moon stars xxxxxxxxxx

thumbwitch i dont think its passed but i dont feel im in its eye at least.thankyou for your wishes

gigglewitch hi and thankyou for caring

jj not fab but thankyou.your very kind

Hi HUn,

sorry got caught up writing the routines / how to lists, it takes an age but am pleased they are easy to follow for anyone

Amoff to bed in a few and will be on tomorrow.

I have sent you an email that is by no means urgent or even needing a reply

going to bed,

night night..

thankyou mnp
sleep tight
j has already woken.fed and gone back to sleep
x

night greyskull xx

that is great news Hun, you sleep to xxx

i will try in a while maybe x

still awake

Hope you are getting some rest