Please help me

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Please help the pain is too much for too long

I’m here and listening too x

Let’s just get through the next hour or so together ok? There’s a few of us here.

Do you feel like you could text the Samaritans?

Although you didn't get fully better last time, what helped you to get a bit better??

You need access to a doctor. You need medication. Ring 111 or at least vow to ring first thing tomorrow.

Medication but it was terrible I slept for months
Thank you everyone

@ChewChewIsMySpiritAnimal

How about a cup of tea op?

I agree. Can you get up and make a nice drink?

OP, you know as well as anyone the seriousness of mental illness. You know you need help. You took a huge step asking for that help and we're all here suggesting the same thing. Please go to A&E - it's not ideal, nothing is, but you will be safe.

No lucky I can't
Not being difficult I just can't
Sorry

If someone could sit with me I could try to sleep
I cant alone. Thoughts too scary if I try

Maybe it was the wrong medication. Sometimes you have to try several before you find one that suits you.
Start that process now by ringing 111

@cutthroughtothefield

Medication but it was terrible I slept for months Thank you everyone

Oh ok. I guess 'sleeping for months' isn't ideal.

Tell us how we can help?

Do you want us to witter on about boring crap (I can do that!!)

Is there a subject that interests you?

Do you want to tell us about your DH/job/life/family/favourite -school friend/pet/holiday,,,Or what you like watching on tv?

@cutthroughtothefield do you tend to feel worse alone? Are you used to being around people?

Incredibly. I just need to not be alone. Thank you

Always alone

@cutthroughtothefield is it being alone thst is making you feel this way?
Or do you feel this way anyway and being alone is making it worse?

Disgusting family who don't care so many issues
But being alone right now is bad for me

Would putting the Tv/Radio on help you sleep msybe?

I don't see the point in life it's too hard I'm not understanding the point of it

When did your husband leave?

When did you last go out of the house?

I agree putting the TV on. Or have you ever tried a meditation sleep talk down video? I use honest guys on YouTube and they really help me to feel calm.

@cutthroughtothefield sometimes it's better to get help from those you are not related to. An external person can be easier to talk to sometimes.
Are you at an age you would seek your parents help?

Can you think back to when you didn't feel like this? What things did you enjoy?

He went yestartday. I was out yesterday. This has been brought on by my mother
Many ongoing family issues but I opened myself up again. I know I'm not well. Haven't been for a long time. Don't know how to solve this. Better for people if I disappeared
Sorry not being deliberately self pitying but I'm a waster . I'm worthless

@cutthroughtothefield life can be really rough, I know it may sound futile right now, but things can get better, bit by bit. Reaching out for help can start that process.

Maybe just a chat? Have you got any animals op?

@cutthroughtothefield have you split with your husband?