So today was a momentous occasion for me. For the first time EVER, I went to the gym!!!!
And... it was okay. They were very nice, very helpful. I was clearly terrified and they were very reassuring. And I think I can do this.
On the BSD front, I started again properly on Monday after a couple of months of maintenance which ended with a four-day carb blowout. However, I have lost 8lb in the first two days!!! I think this was mostly water-retention rather than real weight, but I'll take it.