Emmsy's onwards and upwards part three...laughter and tears, it's all here!

[barbie1]

Hold on, here we go again!

Hum,
Buzz,
Click click
Hum

Monitor blinks, glows
Processor thrums happily

Fingers fly across the keyboard
"Hi how are you?"
"I'm fine been waiting for you"
Smile spreads wide across my face

Her words appear slowly
Full of humor and warmth
A cyber smile, a virtual laugh
Silent yet I hear

Realizing it's time to go,
a somatic sensation warms me

"I hope to chat again soon"
"Till then good bye"

Click click
Buzz
Silence

I found this and thought of us!......

We all obsess to a certain degree hun, at least you are not going on about swine flu................oh no what have I said.

Not feeling too sick today although really shocked at how quickly I am feeling like this, keep winding up DH that it must be twins...........his face is a picture.

barbie enjoy your diamond shopping, even though it's not for you. As for the lump I have no experience but at least it doesn't hurt that must mean something.
The bump is growing a lot, people are still shocked I've got just under 4 months to go, they think it should be more like 2!
annie thinking of you and sending lot of positive vibes.
gracie your cycle may be back to it's old 32 days so you may have tested to early, it aint over til the red witch sings.
mm still smiling about your news, the next 7-8 weeks does seem so long but it will go by, that's what we are all here for

What are you all up to today? Barbie is diamond shopping, how random is that , I'm stripping wall paper while dh knocks a big hole in the wall, then tonight dh and ds are going camping, it will be ds's first time and he's so excited, so that means I have the tv and bed to myself yey

mm it could be twins

TWINS!!!!!!

swine flu??? expat bubble here, no idea what is going on in real life!

vjay enjoy the bed and the tv...get ice cream and chocolate too, yummy! ps still need to see pics!

On no...........I guess the joke would be on me then!!!!!!!

Ooohh I'm off to the shops now to stock up, I will get pics on here soon but I need to get a wide angled camera lenses first . We could start a rumour here, mm is having twins lol

Stay in your bubble barbie then you won't be putting in bulk orders for facemasks.

vjay sounds like the ideal Sat night for a preg lady, might come and join you.

I had some reflexology done the other day and the lady doing the treatment had an awful cold, was coughing all over the place, bless her, and she had a tan, I just hope it was a spray on one and not one from Mexico!

You can join me anytime mm

vjayI will be there in spirit even if I can't make it in person, mm pops to the shops for some ice cream and chocolate..................

yes you can all join me tonight for some chocolate and ice cream, plonk ourselves down on our sofas and enjoy
barbie where have you gone? I hope you are not googling swine flu!

I am going to go hide the TV remote as we speak.

barbie come back..............

Hello.
Vjay lovely news on your new nephew. Bet he's gorgeous I'm meeting my best friend for lunch (the one who is due on my EDD) It's all still a bit of an effort for me but she's such a good friend that she's worth it and there's still plenty of time for me to have a BFP before her baby is born.
mm LOL at your twins wind-up that kind of backfired on you! They do say symptoms are much stronger with multiples. It's out of your hans though so just continue to take care of yourself.
Barbie Glad you're going to get lump checked. I'm sure it'll be nothing serious. Tell your friend I'm always available to try on diamonds and make him buy a BIG one AF was very heavy for 3 days and has suddenly disappeared today Was definitely a proper AF though so will need to get some practice in for proper BDing next week.
GG There's still time and if it all works out I'm sure there's another guest who'd be willing to drink all kate's DH's drinks! Are you still having symptoms?
MLS remind me again about temping. I started practising before AF came. When my temp rises ov has already happened, is that right? Hope you're well today.
Big hello to everyone else. Still thinking of you Jools Hope the holiday has been healng you.

mm are you brave enough to update the list yet?

Hi neeko need to get ready for DD swimming lesson but will think about taking the 'big' step of updating the list later on.....................I guess medium pants here we come.

Not pushing - know it's a huge confirming step. Stretchy pants are very exciting though!

Well im back and im delighted to say everything is great.
Im measuring exactly 9 weeks, which is what i thought i should be, and i saw my little jelly baby jumping about, it was so active!!
The sonographer knew i was anxious, think the fact i was quietly sniffling gave the fact away, and she showed me the heartbeat straight away. While i had a little cry she took all the measurements and had a good look around and says everything looks 'perfect'.
So im reassured for the time being, but i know im not out of the woods, not by a long shot, but im just so glad everything is fine at the minute.
Im on a real high. I phoned DH straight away, and had a little cry on the phone to him, tears of joy.

Big waves to everyone, i value your support so much, thank you all.

Im home alone too tonight (well i have DS with me, but he doesnt hog the remote or snore!) so its bath, pyjamas on, bowl of ice cream and cheesy telly for me tonight.

oh Annie that is just tremendous news I've been out all day and thinking about you and willing a good scan outcome . You enjoy your night in with your DS and ice cream .

Hey barbie lovely, I'm sure your lump is nothing to worry about but best to get it checked out. Where are you on the job front?

Congrats Vjay - a new newphew, just lovely .

MM - hope its sinking in and your allowing yourself a few sneaky smiles, you so deserve this x

Hot news this end, the man who contacted swine flu from his honeymoon friend's works in my office. Thankfully he hasn't been back to work since he was exposed as had taken Friday/Monday off as annual leave. Its been surreal seeing him in all the papers x 2.

Off into jammies and watch film with DH and DS x

sorry to leave you all suddenly, dh friend called and we had to leave....
annie fab news, so happy for you!

Im fine, throat is hurting now, i think i have swollen glands so hoping its just an infection..docs at 11.30am so will be back before you all wake!

On the job front got offered the nail spa one today! so now i have to go at 8am tomorrow and sit in on a meeting to get a feel for the place...the i can decided which one to sign for....this time tomorrow i will be employed!!!

Off to bed now as we have to be up v early, good night xxxx

anniecam Lovely news You must be feeling so much better.

barbie Good luck at doctors and the job stuff.

Blue enjoy the film.

Morning all. Lovely and sunny here for a change so planning to get out and about today. Just checking in to see how Barbie got on at the doctors. Hope it went ok. Not sure how far in front of us you are.

How did the doctors go Barbie? and the Nail spa meeting?

Wonderful news Annie!!

Neeko yes I'm still feeling tired, dizzy and IBS, I could just be not well, I can't possibly be tired, I'm in the middle of 2 weeks annual leave. No AF yet though. I didn't drink much at my friends wedding yesterday just in case, also haven't fancied alcohol all week, which is surely a symptom (but could be an imagined one!)

Sounds promising Gracie I have my fingers crossed for you. When can you test?

When do you think I should test Neeko? Day 30 is today, I used to have a 32 day cycle, though since MC it was 27 days, then 29 days. I did a test yesterday morning which was negative.