Hello again!
Big contratulations to Theboob and Idreamofbeanie I'm so very pleased for you!
Very sorry to hear AF caught you Angelfairy, I was feeling quite hopeful for you when you mentioned the twanging.
I have my fingers crossed for all you entering your 2ww - it is a really fustrating time isn't it? at least beforehand you had scheduling the bd'ing to give you purpose.
yeah cazza28, why are you angry?
Been trying to re-engage my brain for several days, but I'm still a complete basket case. After doing a little happy dance around the bathroom when I got the BFP, I leapt onto DH to show him the result. He gave me a That's-great-but-why-are-my-eyes-open-at-6am-on-the-weekend? kind of look, so I went and woke up DD to tell her the news. She didn't find it nearly as interesting as her porridge. So with no one else to tell, it has started to feel very unreal again as I have almost no symptoms at all.
I get the odd wave of nausea, but it's very very mild. Now don't get me wrong, I really don't want the kind of permanent monster nausea & vomiting that I had for 7 months last time, but I can't help feeling that beenie isn't terribly strong if it isn't putting out enough hormones to make my life a little uncomfortable. I have always been rather sensitive to the stuff (I can't take the pill because even the smallest dosage gives me raging ms) so feeling hardly anything seems a bit suspect.
This is leading me into some rather obsessive behaviour, such as..er.. strapping my thermometer to my hand at night so I can check my temp is still high first thing in the morning . I have also been using up my cheapie HPTs, but they still don't show a bfp line, and the other clearblue digital took ages to register a bfp this morning (2nd pee of the moning). I thought HCG was supposed to double every day, so why is it still so weak?
I have been very good with my diet, not a scrap of overprocessed crud has passed my lips for more than 2 weeks and I like to think this is the reason why I have huge amounts of energy, rather than lack of beenie viability.
Anyhow, sorry about the essay, just needed to vent a bit. I really just meant to add my name back to the graduate list (hope my missing name is not an omen)
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