First time TTC?!! Let's get through this together!! Part 3

[summerbird]

A new thread for us to carry on.

Bring on the BFPs!!!

x

Hi all. I have my scan this afternoon!! I am TERRIFIED!!!! of having had a mmc. I just wanna see my little baby with a heartbeat!!!

Linwin I loved the Tudors too and was gutted that the series is over. Charles was definitely my fave!!!

Oh hever good luck for this afternoon. Fingers crossed and hugs flying your way!!!

Thanks Saz it means a lot. I know I am silly to be this scared but I cant help it. There are 6 sets of people that know and they are all waiting to hear- mainly so they can tell others - I am just dreading having to make those calls if all is not well.

Didnt really want to tell anyone till after the scan but it got a bit out of hand. Once I hand told my mum+dad Mum insisted I tell my sister, then she told my aunt. DP told his family while other members of the family were around and then I had to tell my boss as I started to feel rough. Its all run away and it has added to the anxiety.

Hever I know exactly what you mean and don't think you're being silly at all! We still haven't told anyone but I'm also terrified of them not finding anything, I just can't wait to be able to see something to prove it's all real.

Hever good luck with the scan. Will be thinking of you.

Saz I had this same conversation about the Tudors with my girlfriends - all agreed that Charles is indeed the most handsome out of them all. I wouldn't mind Henry either I must say.

hever fingers crossed for you hun, i look forward to you coming back with excitable stories of the little wriggler x

I was being silly everything is fine baby kicking and jumping soo I cried!!

Forgot to say woman who did ultrasound was lovely - told her how scared I was and she showed me heartbeat as soon as she found it.

Yeay hever!!!!!! That must be such a relief for you

hever that is amazing! i almost cried myself there!!!

ooh hever that must have been such a relief and exciting too to see baby! congrats

Oh Hever thats so lovely and ladies i think thats the first ultrasound on this thread.

Does it make me a bit of a weirdo that i feel a bit proud

MAF we can be proud old Aunts together! now pass the ham sandwich and lets have a gossip over a cup of tea.....

LOL summer although i think i'll swop that tea for a nice glass of chilled Rose

Hey all,

Summer, I do believe that you missed out the Battenburg at the "Proud Aunts Tea Party"!!

Hever, that is amazing - I got a little butterfly in my stomach when I read your post - got all excited and then realised in my case it's wind!! Drat that Lactulose!!

Michaelas, welcome back girly - hopefully you won't be on line now because you'll be BDing away!! Of course you could type at the same time, it's not unheard of.... or is that just me....

Linwin, what a bloody pain for you about AF. Although I think the doc's probably right. Stress can do the weirdest things... So about your job, you're not indecisive at all are you hun?! . You've got to do what feels right hun - but I do hope DH doesn't kill you because you'd really struggle to TTC!!

Hey to everyone else!! Waves and hugs to the beans and all those BDing and on the 2ww!!

xxx

Congratulations Hever!! I'm very proud too!

My lil contribution is that I would like go know the sex As I do like to be super organized LOL. I really would love a girl as I hAve 3 nephews and no girls so I know it would be special. However, I still really want twins and would love a boy and a girl as my nephews are lovely :-)

My DH and I have just returned from the circus-it was great! Hope you are all well anyway xx

Crunchy the circus? Glad you had a good time but it wouldn't be something I could do....I have a massive phobia of clowns

Guys I'll join in the tea party if it's still going but my contribution would be mini carrot cake if that's ok

saz i am with you on the clown thing

can we have Party Rings at the tea party please?

LOL girls I was terrified of clowns'! It has cured me a little though as one of them was rather cute (god there really is something wrong with me!!)

I hAd to go to the eye infirmity today- it could be a good thing though. I was really poorly with a migraine Monday and a bit wooZy yesterday (but that's normal after my migraines!) however I felt AWFUL today. I got to work and just couldn't see out of one eye. My dwpartment are greAt be made me phone NHS direct who backed the up so I stYed until dinner and then got a lift to the hospital. BasicAlly my tear duct isn't lubricating my eye well enough and there is a slight infection so got some drops but she thinks it is conected to the migraine. ANYWAY ok g story short, I've been getting lots of migraine symptoms over the last two weeks and ongoing nausea and she said that it could be hormonal but that I should see my gp too as they have been on going. I thinki might do a test in the morning to check butt DH think it may be another effect froM stopping the injection-hence the hormonal changes! It is not pleasant as any migranne sufferers will know but I'm staying optimistic!

Hey Girls
How is everyone doing? Haven't been on for about a week. I went on Provera to get AF then start clomid, but after Provera no AF. I was so discouraged, I just cried and cried, I felt so broken and useless,STUPID I know. But still I felt like "I can't even get a drug induced period". So yesterdy I was telling one of my girlfriend's who is a pharmasist that I'm going to stop all the drugs, and relax and try to let nature take it's couse.....well I got home from work an hour ago to find AF has arrived. I've never been so happy to see AF in my life. Best of all I think the damn thing started on its own, since Provera was 3 weeks ago. So my faith has been restored LOL. It was just the sign I needed to get me back on track. I've had a long week feeling sorry for myself, now I'm going to pick myself up off the floor and get going again.
Starting Clomid in a few days, and were back on track.
BFP's here we come LOL.
Baby dust to all

Aaw wishin that's great news!! You're now one step closer to your BFP!!

Crunchy sorry to hear bout your migraines, hope your feeling better soon!!

Hever great news on your scan!! I am soooooo jealous haha!!

Can we have pickled onions and cheese on sticks at the aunts tea party ???!!!

Big hello to everyone else!! xx

wishin that is amazing, well done

who have we got with AFs/BFPs due this week then? who is nearing the end of their 2WW?

hever great news about the scan and wishin thank goodness for AF, she has still not returned for me. I bet she comes back just before I go on holiday. Sods law isn't it.

crunchy migraines are a killer aren't they - I have these special tablets I take when I feel one coming on, but obviously couldn't take them whilst PG or TTC. Hope you feel better soon. x

Dawn - obviously DH hasn't murdered me yet but I did get a severe warning

Hope all is well with everyone else.

xxxxxx

Thanks girls.
So I started clomid today. Can hardly wait for the hot flashes and headaches...LOL it's worth it if I get a BFP.