The Hut of Gl/Doom Part VI - And Yes, We've Tried Fecking Relaxing!

[OracleInaCoracle]

new home. I liked the decor in the old one, nless someone wants to redecorate!

glad you are feeling better sweet. we go to see cons on the 18th, bring on the clomid!! the odd thing is ive been having a recurring dream whereby we have triplets as a result of clomid. it goes from starting the course, getting a bfp, the scan, through the pg and culminates in bringing home ruth, alice and christopher (what they are called in my dream). had the same dream 3 or 4 times now! bit hopeful for the hut i know, but tis v odd!

annie, nope. was promised it a while ago, then i got up the stick so they decided to do further investigations instead. what were your fsh levels last time? i forget, have you had your thyroid checked? what is 7 beto?

Lissie - that dream could well be an omen How shocking that would be to go from 1 dc to 4 Good luck with the clomid

Anniemac - interesting info from Londonlottie re. morphology. Maybe the count and motility is more important.

LondonLottie - I do lurk on your thread sometimes. Wishing you lots of luck

annie - hope you manage to have a nice weekend. I think these things do affect men more than we think.

totally. dh was devestated about each of ours.

had smear yesterday which was also ds' birthday and she couldnt find my cervix apparently its v tilted. but had a flashback to when ds was born (was horrendous labour resulting in crash cs) and ended up in enormous panic attack.

lol annie - well I am a psychiatric nurse if it helps

Lissie -

morning, how is everyone today?

feeling a bit low, can't put my finger on it... well i can. nieces party yesterday, shes 2, and everyone who was pg at the same time as me now has another lo. was told that i needed a girl to dress up, but apart from that, noone asked if i wanted any more. tbh im as sad about that as i am when people ask if i want more. its as if they now assume that its a lost cause, so my crappness has become an elephant in the room. of course i could just be imagining it.

oh, and today is CD14, and dh came to bed at 6am after watching the boxing with his mates, so this month is out!

Lissie. I know I used to console myself by thinking how manageable one dc is compared with more than one - and how portable (holidays, staying at friends houses, babysitting etc.)and convinced myself of this so much that now I am slightly worrying about the upheaval. But I don't want to sound ungrateful - because I am very grateful indeed. It's just the human condition I think - to consider the negatives even when you finally get what you've wanted for such a long time. Part of me wonders whether it's a safeguard in case anything bad happens iyswim. Anyway, I'm rambling.........hope you manage to have a nice weekend. Maybe you could still jump on dh - his sperm could still catch your egg

thanks, im ok really, just feeling a bit low

lissie

Annie, how are things for you now ?

oh annie, im sorry that you didnt get better news. still crossing everything for you. its shite when the docs cant just say "heres how to fix it"

aw, when are you getting it? ds loves his dog!

hi
im thinking im about ready for the hut...
i have been TTC#2 for 20 months (since oct 2007) i have just finished bleeding from MC#4 which happened last tuesday (i was 6 weeks on the nose) i am sick and tired of being told to relax, it will happen, its fate, things happen for a reason yada yada yada...
i am now the very last person on my fave conception/ttc thread who isnt pregnant and i am feeling rather bitter about that fact do i qualify for the hut??
i am usually a happy and bright person but the last week has been hell and i feel like something has snapped...
i recognise a few of you on here so hopefully this will be the place for me
xx ei xx