The Hut of Gl/Doom Part VI - And Yes, We've Tried Fecking Relaxing!

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new home. I liked the decor in the old one, nless someone wants to redecorate!

humping - that just about sums it up atm

hello lissie - I have been in here before but have been trying to not to dwell on my lack of bump, so haven't posted much recently. Quick precis of my life: 1dd, desperately want another, 3 mcs since, all usual tests negative, now seven months without conceiving (nearly three years in total trying), marriage going to dogs, brain already gone. And I'm soooo relaxed about it.

its vile i know.

think ive just done a vv bad thing. i posted something quite nasty on a thread

here am i out of order?

No you aren't out of order. Read through and I saw nothing to kindness to Baldwins and Pinkali. It's very sad that Baldwin lost her LO but no-one was unkind and its unfair of her to blame those that tried to help. The pain of a loss is hard but its no excuse, and your post stating that was level-headed and calm. Don't beat yourself up Lissie love.

Anyway enough about her!

I'm all out of wine, all I've got is gin so G&T's all round. Hurry before the ice melts.

Also to say, I love your thread title. I hate the 'just relax and it will happen' thing so much and have only been trying since Sept.

thank you claire, was quite worried, and have been waiting for a backlash.

how are you doing? glad you like the new title!

I'm OK, same old same old, except done my back in so pissed off re that.

What about you? Saw further up thread your period arrived. Are you trying this cycle or are you due more investigations?

we are giving it one more month then back to cons to discuss the NK cells (if we can afford it)
how did you hurt your back?

How come you will have to pay? Are those tests not offered on NHS? If not that is disgusting and makes me angry and sad.

I've had a bad back before so it sometimes get sore, I was at the hairdressers and getting hair washed this time. Its OK as long I don't sit down, to put it in perspective we managed non-bd sex this morning so it isn't too bad

its still an experimental test.
wankers.

sorry about your back, have you been to docs about it?

soosy sobs you have sex for fun ClairePO. I dream of having sex for fun. soosy lays her head on the table and sticks out a glass for some vodka....

Thanks for absinthe. I shall pray it induces a pleasant fantasy involving John Simm and a crate of chocolate-coated strawberries.

Hope back feels better soon - deep heat?

Offer yourself as a guinea pig? How much is it? I agree, tossers.

Pours Soosy vodka. Sorry about my sex for fun. Promise not to do it again.

lol soosy - sex for fun - what was that like again?

Eek I did a smiley, sorry, I just realised. Would it be excused if I said the sex for fun was only to make sure that the bd-ing for bd-ing would work for next week so I knew if I needed heavy duty to go to the docs now?

its £500-550.

heavy duty painkillers obviously

Bugger

To the painkillers and the £500

I don't know that's why I am sobbing. Pushes glass toward vodka bottle again... actually tbh I forgotten what sex is like all together as we no longer have to have sex to ttc as we have ivf.

Bloody hell that's loads to find Lissie.

it is. dh and i are both students so cant do it yet. dh is looking for another job to try to pay for it

Sex is over-rated soosy

Really, DBNO, I would just like to remember, or actually not remember, because then it really would be sex for fun.

I am sorry lissie - I might be on the same track as you as we have had rather a lot of ivf and although we have DS, it doesn't seem to be working now......