The Hut of Gl/Doom Part VI - And Yes, We've Tried Fecking Relaxing!

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new home. I liked the decor in the old one, nless someone wants to redecorate!

i really dont know annie. it sounds daft, but this is quite a long time for me to not be pg, so just waiting...

thank you x

oh annie

its super-shit.

why wont the cons look at clomid?

annie, can you get a second opinion?

ps sorry i ran out on you, dh stole the laptop

oh annie, there is nowt wrong with feeling like this. i think we all have our limits.

off out tonight for friends 30th, problem is my bf an his dw will be there. she is due about now and i have mixed feelings about seeing them. im really excited, havent seen them in yonks and it will be great to catch up. they are lovely people and this baby wil be very lucky to have them as parents, but im so sad. its been 9m since my last proper mc and im fed up. i want to see them but i dont want to be reminded of what i dont have iykwim.

Hi Lissie, I haven't posted in the Hutt before, but I sometimes lurk in the shadows if I'm having a rubbish day.... so you've outed me because I couldn't leave your post unanswered!

Dunno what to say except it's crap isn't it, how this whole business warps your feelings about being around people you love dearly.

You know it is normal to feel envious/ sad/ angry around pg friends, in fact you've probably said that to loads of people on here before... doesn't make it any easier though, does it?

Good luck, you've been lovely to me before and I just wanted you to know that someone has read your post and will be crossing their fingers for you tonight. x

My best friend is going through IVF at the moment. It's her one shot at having children as a) she's a lesbian, so this is with donor sperm and b) she can't afford to do more than one go. She had her embryo transfer yesterday.

And such is the awfulness of ftc, that I get a funny sweaty feeling at the thought of her succeeding. After one go. Others I know, with multiple miscarriages, years of trying, are somehow more 'allowed'. Can't possibly let on, of course, though I have said that I may well be very strange with her for a bit if she succeeds, and she says she understands.

Isn't it just horrible, though, the way ftc divides you.

thanks. well i did the only thing i could in my situation, got stupidly, obscenely drunk. so now i have a hangover and still feel bad.

thank you TNTO, that means a lot

herby, ikwym. i almost have a scoring system.

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HI guys - long time no see. Hope you don't mind me popping in to let you know that touch wood, fingers crossed I have graduated from the hut. My first cycle of clomid actually seemed to work and I am almost 13 weeks. Just had scan today (Although had a couple of private ones to keep me sane) so beginning to believe it. Anyway, thought I'd let you know in case you see it somewhere else and think I'm rude.

Thinking of you all and really hoping there's some more good news soon.

Hooray wheelybug enjoy your pg don't worry too much, I know it is hard but I am very very happy to hear your news.

thank you soosy.