The Hut of Gl/Doom Part VI - And Yes, We've Tried Fecking Relaxing!

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new home. I liked the decor in the old one, nless someone wants to redecorate!

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I feel the need to pop in again

My Sil has just rang me to tell me they are expectign again, its taken them all of 3 months.

I have had a good cry but i feel incredably bad, i should feel happy for them but all i feel is bitterness, its pathetic, i hate myself and my useless body.

I dont think i cant deal with another pregnancy, no-one else has miscarriages, the one in 4 always seems to be me..its as if the more sucessful pregnancies there are the mre chance of any pregnancy i might manage to have is doomed to fail because all the good chances have been taken my bother people.. bloody ridicuous isnt it. And pathetic.

sob sob.

I mean no-one else i know has miscarriages obviously .

thats great!!!

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Aww bless you

Early days yet though.

*crosses fingers.

*sprinkles baby dust.

Thank everyone.

Lissie, How are things after your hysteroscopy ?

not too bad, we go back next month for our next appt, and the results of the biopsy. period after was horrendous though. how are you?

how is everyone, been ait quiet in here, are you all feeling upbeat or like me too jaded for even the hut?

Lissie, Its probably good that your bodys having a good clearout have you had any spotting yet this cycle ? ( ignore then if it is a disgustingly nosy bastard question lol )

Annie maybe you grassjuice has happyness qualities built in ?

its thundering here.

I LOVE THUNDER.

me too WM, thunder clears out the cobwebs. no spotting yet, had pretty severe cramps last night so just waiting now for the inevitable.