The Hut of Gl/Doom Part VI - And Yes, We've Tried Fecking Relaxing!

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new home. I liked the decor in the old one, nless someone wants to redecorate!

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lissie ?

sorry, im just really pissed off. its so unfair. after i thought my period had arrived last sunday, it stopped, so i tested on tuesday and got a bfp. on weds i started bleeding. but im still in quite a bit of pain. bleeding has stopped but tummy is bloated and crampy, so i have to retest.

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i dont think i am still pg, but im really worried that theres something going a bit wrong in my body now and im terrified of another ep!

How's it going lissie?

not too bad. period has stopped. which is very odd, it normally tails off...

Lissie. Are you ok? If you are at all worried about EP then get your ass down the GPs. Or phone LWH. See what they say.

Have you done another test?

I'm very hut-like at the moment. So fed up with TTC (or FTC) taking over my life. Can't be arsed thinking about cycle days, ovulation, etc, and have just let this month slide, though now feel guilty that I'm not trying hard enough. And still aware enough to have spotted two lots of EWCM - one at CD11 and one today at CD20. WTF?

Not helped by having to go and see newborn niece on Saturday. Bah.

oh herby, ikwym. its crap. are your family any good at tact or consideration?

i havent done a test yet, im too scared to. got a pain on my right (tubed) side earlier and had a bit of a panic. dont want to be melodramatic though, plus i resent having to test after my period, talk about riubbing salt in the wound!

ftc takes up so much of our life, im sure that once in a while will be fine. thank you for the hairstrokes btw. when do you go back to cons?

In a month and a half - have nice holiday booked between now and then, thank God.

downbutnotout- don't beat yourself up over the wine.... FWIW, I don't give up wine during the 2WW. I don't go mad but would have 4/5 glasses of wine sometimes.

What would have been my 2WW with dd (had I know such a thing existed in those naive days) DH and I went away for the weekend and I dread to think how much we drunk (but it was shedloads).

This ftc is going on too long to give up wine 2 weeks in every 4 ! There was also no suggestion (in fact, the nurse said 'social drinking is absolutely fine') of giving up wine at the ACU.

Hmmm - have just noticed the contradiction between thinking I haven't ovulated and also worrying I have damaged my unborn child by drinking. Who says ftc sends you round the bend...

Thanks for the kind thoughts, though, folks!

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oh shreks, ikwym

what do you mean your period was bizarre?

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hate to ask this, but have you tested?

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it might be an idea. i realise im over-cautious now bu it cant hurt. i have a tesco test that i can post to you tomorrow, you should get it on monday.

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