POAS..the last hurrah 🌈

[MrsJGrealish]

@bringmearainbow @Bubblesandballoons @bunnykins123 @curliegirlie @FfoxRedN @LuckyMoonstone @TheBirdintheCave
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@TheBirdintheCave will be thinking of you today xx

@TheBirdintheCave hope it goes well today what time is your scan?

Thanks guys. I'm really scared. It's at 1.30 so a fair bit of time to go still! Still no more spotting thankfully.

@bringmearainbow how are u holding up? x

Good luck @TheBirdintheCave!

What was it I was writing earlier about this 'TWW' being maybe easier because I know there's absolutely zero chance?! Er, nope. I still ended up doing a few PG and OPK tests in the stupid vain hope that I ovulated early this month and the one time we did DTD May have still been in the frame (nope - otherwise I would have come on by now), and I just feel soooo frustrated because I've not got time to lose a month for absolutely no reason. But I don't feel able to talk to DH about any of it. I hate the fact that the MC eats me up every single day, yet DH was probably secretly relieved, and probably thinks/hopes (despite the conversation we had in the summer) that I've moved on and that common sense has prevailed. I just feel utterly broken, so sad when I see babies the age our little surprise should be, I try so hard to be happy for my lovely colleague who's now about 24 weeks....At the same time I feel like I'm being a shitty distracted employee, a horrible short-tempered mum to my wonderful DDs, and and awful self absorbed wife. 😢😭😭

@curliegirlie You're not any of those things <3 You're grieving a loss. It's understandable to have all those thoughts and feelings and for it to have made you realise you want another child.

Baby is fine :) Still measuring one day ahead!

@TheBirdintheCave oh amazing news xxx

@TheBirdintheCave amazing news ☺️

@TheBirdintheCave I'm so pleased..was thinking of you today xx

Ahhhh @TheBirdintheCave 🥰😍😘

I'm feeling much better today. AF due in the next couple of days, but we had sex last night for the first time in nearly three weeks, so new cycle new start and all that 😊

@ExMrsGrealish Did things not work out with Jack?? :O

@TheBirdintheCave 😂😂🤣

@TheBirdintheCave they did not. He was partying in Ibiza way too much 🤣 it's over 😭🤣

@ExMrsGrealish Sounds like it was for the best 😂

@ExMrsGrealish oh no not my favourite power couple 😭

@LuckyMoonstone 😂😘

Hope your recovery is going well and little lady is thriving 💖

@TheBirdintheCave such a good update!! I am so pleased for you 💕💕 how are you feeling? Hopefully not too icky still x

@bunnykins123 I'm still sick 🤢 Toddler just decided it was appropriate to wee in the toy box so that was interesting 😂

Next scan is next Saturday so already dreading that.

Hi ladies sorry I've been absent I've been feeling so rough had that rotten sinus cold that's been going around. I stupidly didn't keep an eye on what day of my cycle I'm on and looks like today is probably ovulation day had a massive temp drop today. I did a quick lh this morning and it looks like it's coming down from peak that would explain my huge backache yesterday and we dtd on Sunday. So much for not trying this cycle 🤦🏼‍♀️ oooops.

@TheBirdintheCave how you feeling? I'm so so happy your scan went well. Have you got your 12 week soon?

@curliegirlie how's it going lovely?

@bringmearainbow I'm sorry you've not been well :( My husband gets bad sinus colds and they seem to go on for weeks. Hopefully it's clearing up for you now. Oops on the dtd front 😅When's your next appointment?

12 week scan is the 2nd of Nov so still a fair way away. Nausea has lessened a bit today which is scaring me a lot. Just have to hope it picks up again like it did last time. Saturday's scan is for the NIPT and I'll be 10+2.

@TheBirdintheCave yes I still have an annoying cough but other than that I feel fine now 🤦🏼‍♀️ lol ooops indeed 😂 never mind if we do happen to fall from that one go then I'll just have to be extra pushy about upping my meds and pray! Though at this point it's really hard to see one working out but I'm trying not to be a negative Nelly 🙊 I'm seeing the gynae next weds and the thyroid doctor on 31st I might ring and see if the thyroid doctor has any cancellations. Ooh I didn't realise you had a scan with nipt I thought it was a blood test? 12 week one will roll around quick ❤️

@bringmearainbow With this clinic they want to do a dating check beforehand because the NIPT can only be done past 10 weeks. I think there was an option without a scan but... I'm not going to say no to one haha.

You so deserve things to work out for you :( We should all get our rainbow babies.

@TheBirdintheCave haha yea I wouldn't say no to a scan either 🙈