POAS..the last hurrah 🌈

[MrsJGrealish]

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@Angelselevenx spotting was on Thursday and I did the lh test on Saturday and the PT on Sunday. I'm sure I've read if it is an implantation bleed then it can take a couple of days after to show. I know it's hard to not get hopes up but def a good sign if it doesn't normally happen for you. Do you normally get backache? Does your temp normally drop before AF shows or after? Mine always dropped after she had arrived it was very annoying 😂

@bringmearainbow that's good to know, maybe I'll wait a few more days to test, or just wait to see if AF does come properly. I never get backache like I did yesterday, I had really strong pulling in my left ovary as well most of the day. Mines the same 😂 it drops the day after AF arrives so I feel your annoyance there! I've had a tiny bit more of brown spotting this morning now, I bet it's just AF coming super early :(

@Angelselevenx I really hope this is it for you 🤞🏼 they really are good signs. what tests are you using?

@bringmearainbow did you have cramps/back ache on 9DPO when you had the spotting? Did you have anything like aches etc on 10dpo? I've had little bit of proper watery light brown discharge today but nothing really since, that was about 8:30am. I used easy at home this morning x

@Angelselevenx this time I didn't get backache until 14dpo but the 2 times before I've had horrid backache at least 2 days before a positive test it's usually a good tell for me as I don't get it with AF. I don't really get cramps at all it's very rare I do even when I've had AF. My CM has been quite watery. Tbh those few days before I tested I really didn't have any telling symptoms I didn't feel pregnant but also didn't feel like AF was on her way 🤷🏼‍♀️ in fact I was so sure that test wasn't going to be positive 😂 I used those last few times and I think they are the best of the cheapy tests. I quite like the boots early ones. Last pregnancy my line on e@h wasn't even really a line it was a possible shadow that I could only see if I squinted in the right light 😂 but it came up a definite line on the boots test.

@bringmearainbow that's really interesting, I will maybe grab some boots tests. They showed nice lines for my chemical to be honest. I've had no real cramps or backache today either just a tiny bit of brown discharge but nothing else. Also don't feel like AF is coming but I never really do which is really annoying.

I'd love to be hopeful but I just don't feel like it'll be it for me. It's probably just AF being silly, 8dpo is the earliest I've ever had a potential AF show for me though, that's 4 days early for me x

Can anyone see anything on this test

@Angelselevenx it's such a mind fook isn't it 🙄 we need crystal balls. I was surprised at how good they were I was so sad when I couldn't get any frers 😅 but I reckon these are just as good

@tife1234 I can see a line on your normal pic. I've never used those tests so don't know how reliable they are. How many dpo are you?

@Angelselevenx how's the rest of today been?

@TheBirdintheCave what time is your scan tomorrow?

@ExMrsGrealish how you doing lovely?

@bringmearainbow tiniest bits of light brown spotting still, mainly only when I wipe! Like a tinged bit of paper (I'd put a pic on but people may judge 😂). My boobs are killing when I touch them which I don't normally get, only my nipples usually hurt. Did a test today (9DPO) on a two hour hold lol and negative. Maybe it's just a weird cycle :(

@Angelselevenx I just don't know they all sound so promising esp when they are not normal for you. Im sending so many baby vibes your way. It's really frustrating looking at a test when you have a feeling it could be positive. My April pregnancy I knew at 8dpo I had symptoms I knew I get in pregnancy but nothing showed on a damn test until morning of 10dpo my evening 9dpo test was whiter than white 🙄 they were all frers I was doing too

@bringmearainbow I don't want to get my hopes up, just had so many months of disappointment I don't want to tempt fate. I'll see what my temps like tomorrow and see, if implantation was yesterday (hypothetically speaking), I wonder if it would even show tomorrow? Yeah tonight's whiter than it could possibly be 😂. How're you feeling?

@bringmearainbow yea weird times. I think I bled for 2 days. I'm just waiting for something dramatic to happen like last time. Then just shoot me 😂 I have the biggest spot on my nose. It's ridiculous

@bringmearainbow ahh you just never know....🥰 everything crossed xx

Oh girls....has anyone else listened to the new James Blunt song ( about baby loss) f**k me...I needed a stiff drink after and cried buckets 😭 it's beautiful but painfully so xx

@Angelselevenx I totally understand not wanting to get your hopes up ❤️ honestly I don't know how long I've never had an implantation bleed I reckon a couple of days it surely wouldn't be longer than that especially on a 10miu test 🤔 I'm sure mine would have shown on Saturday if I'd had a test. I'm ok felt sick the last couple of mornings but it went as soon as I stuffed my face 😂 bad backache in the afternoon. Other than that I really don't have any other symptoms at all 🤷🏼‍♀️ I'm not even sure I can describe where my head is at I really just want to know but I'm going to have to be patient which sucks 🙄

@ExMrsGrealish oh lovely 🙈 I'm glad it wasn't like last time that was awful big hugs. Lol I'm covered in spots they just won't disappear I wasn't even a spotty teenager but this year they've been awful 🙄

@calimc83 I did it's so sad 😢 I don't think I can listen to it again

@bringmearainbow it's sort of got easier to listen to the more I hear it..nevertheless I do take a breath if I hear it come onto the radio and I have to sort of tune myself out so as not to get too emotional xx

@bringmearainbow 9.00am mercifully. We'll be dropping off G at childcare and then heading off. Scary times! Got to remember to drink water tomorrow morning. I don't normally bother 😂 Not looking forward to the full bladder 🙄

@calimc83 😢 oh I haven't listened to this. I'm all about self protection atm the scan still haunts me and that dreadful miscarriage. I'll maybe listen tomorrow 🙈

@ExMrsGrealish No no no....don't listen to it...I've just had another listen and sobbed throughout...xx

@calimc83 o god. I have to listen now. I felt my waters break at just over 8 weeks. How is that even possible? Our babies 🤍

@calimc83 no I haven’t but knowing it’s about baby loss I don’t think I can 😭 I’ll wait until I really need a good cry

Well that has taken my breath away 🖤

@LuckyMoonstone oh gosh and you will cry..impossible not to. I don't think about the 2 I lost a huge amount these days, but as soon as I heard this it alllll came flooding back..@ExMrsGrealish gosh at 8 weeks? Crazy isn't it...when I took the tablets for my MMC at 11 weeks, I couldn't believe the pop and gush of water...really hope I haven't ruined your self preservation 😞 xx